and this is my life..

euro trip.

2011-07-09T01:05:00.008+08:00

suddenly. i clicked "new post" on my blog.
no.
finally.
its been quite a long time. oke i admit. im not really a blog-er person. :p

my second semester of exam is now over. phew~! what can i say, the moment I've always been waiting for.

went for euro trip! with my friends in London. min, amy, qila, nisa, alif, ayman, hirfi, hafiz, pau and faruq~! 11 of us.it was my first time ever being a backpackers. first timeee!bawak beg berat2 jalan sana sini angkut beg, tidur dalam train, dalam bus for long hours. tidur atas lantai airport! difficulties to speak in english at Italy and Spain and of course to find halal foods.

went to Milan, Florence, Venice and Rome in Italy,
Madrid and Barcelona in Spain,
Amsterdam in Netherlands,
and Paris, France.

and here are some pictures of my euro trip :)

Italy.

Florence,

Colloseum,

Spain.

Madrid,

Barcelona FC stadium, Nou Camp,

Amsterdam.

and Paris.

it has been such a great experience for me. thanks to all my friends and especially abah for giving me this opportunity :p *alhamdulillah*

to awak. backpackers is not a problem for me. so lets!. muahaha! :p

*enjoying my life to the fullest at the moment. wink*

old timer.

2011-05-26T03:38:00.004+08:00

*sama tak macam tajuk album ada org tu? muehehe :p
mom uploaded pics of the 4 of us 'akak wan tuti ikah' at FB. wanna share it in my blog. lets make some comparison! :p

*me with arwah tokbah*

*tuti...comel kannn??

*with abah's family. its me the cute lil whity girl on the very left. hihihi :*

*me and my brother wan!

*guess who? :p

maintain cute sampai sekarang. opss :">

update after a month and a plus.

2011-05-26T02:55:00.011+08:00

new post. its been a long time since i clicked 'New Post'. sorry blog. lama tak update. sorry blog readers. *ada ke blog readers? bajet diva*

its the last week of may. exam's coming. early june is my exam. three papers. seems like, ala tiga jeee. but but. professional papers kononnya. harus la study seperti professional. tapi . oh oh. im not prepared..yet! there's a lot to cover..seriously a lot lot lot! awal awal sem mesti cakap, "ok sem ni study dari awal. study dari awal.tapi..........

i cant wait for july. :D:D wait for me people! im coming homeee im coming home. tell the world im coming homee * bajet diva lagi*

here's a lil bit of what has happened these last few weeks. err..last..month too? hehe. update nowadays, takyah tgk blog la kot. facebook tells it all. tagged pictures.walls. etc. *bukak facebook tgk balik gamba
*enjoy the pics of me and my brothers and sisters here in london :)

1 - BBq, solat hajat, yassin and tahlil at OKR. watched movie called "Senjakala tak silap. end up balik rumah the next day 6 in the morning!

my babes min and amy <3.

15th may. happy belated birthdaaay to my beloved pikachu! akak love u and rindu mekey!! u're a big gurl now :D

.and..One serious future discussion with my..my other half. hehe.
.i love u NHJ. wee. Ok guys. til next post. see u next time ;)

Quick Update 5

2011-04-06T18:27:00.004+08:00

*Fuhh its been a loooong time since i last update my blog. so here's a quick update.

1) 22nd Feb. pindah rumah baru. have my own room. its a big house with 6 ppl in it.

..One mth plus takda internet...

2) Started new sem . *plan nak study awal for this coming june exam. sila study awal ye.

3) Weena came here for a week. :D

4) UKEC Career Fair. *first time pakai blazer :p

5) Easter Cup at North Acton.

It's spring! and spring will always be my fav season. ;)

Prayer.

2011-02-19T20:38:00.004+08:00

in life, there's a lot to faced. to be face. we are not living in our own world.

i've met a lot of new people. i've met people with different lifestyles different beliefs different cultures. at some point, im shocked. yes i am shocked.

i am seriously, not used to this kind of 'life. the life which is so different from mine.

boys and girls getting together, doing anything they like as if there's nothing wrong with that. as if it's something enjoyable, no sin of doing, and nobody cares about that.

don't you think of your family, the people who loves you, who wait for you to come back ?

all these things really open up my eyes wider. to see this world, this real world. which is full of people doing things they like, ignoring the existence of God. the punishment, the sins , apatah lagi hati orang lain.

change. can people change? can people change with just saying "i want to change. and thats its?

where's the effort? no point of saying you want to change, but no action, no effort and the most, no prayer. Islam hanya pada nama.

at this point, at this kind of situation, where i feel weak like there's nothing i can do, at least to help, i just need someone to be there for me. to just hear me and talk to me. and for this, i thank you. really thank you, my love.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

ampunkanlah dosa kedua ibu bapaku,

dosa aku, dosa ahli keluargaku,

dan dosa kawan2 ku. berikanlah petunjukMu ya Allah. Amin.

stadiums.

2011-02-17T22:11:00.010+08:00

Been to Emirates Stadium, Arsenal.

Liverpool Stadium, Anfield.

and Old trafford, Manchester United stadium. this one masuk dalam stadium :)

*Chelsea je belum lg. Semua best, especially Arsenal. wink ;)

in class.

2011-02-17T06:55:00.004+08:00

harini nak cerita pasal apa yang jadi dalam kelas. basically not just in class. but the whole day. i can say..today is ...quite a bad day.

after 3 weeks wout classes, harini ada kelas. so of course rasa malas gle nak bangun, plus malam before tu susah nak tidur. bangun..pegi kelas macam biasa.. tengah2 lecture, around 1230am..suddenly..

*Kringgggggg. Announcement. this is an emergency. everybody please leave the building immidiately. *ulang ulang ulang*

fuhhh fire alarm yang kuat gle lecturer kat depan terkejut, me and the classmates mcm "what happened? what happened? takde la cuak sangat, sbb takda nampak api or bau asap ke apa.but the fire alarm..very very the loud i tell u. bingit telingaaaa!

so..semua the whole college kena keluar, ramai2 ikut emergency exit. orang2 kat luar semua tengok. me and alicia my classmate, keep wondering. is this just a practise or btul2 ada api? siap officer2 college semua pakai baju safety. so end up kitorang semua keluar ikut pintu luar yang penuh gayat itu, keluar dari kolej pegi satu taman ni. tak sampai 5 min kat situ, jalan blk kelas balik. wadehekkk. haha. tapi ok la, at least hilang segala mengantuk dalam kelas :p

Sambung kelas. this class.. so far.. this lecturer has the worst handwriting . seriously. dia sendiri pun sedar tu since students selalu tanya dia "what is that, what is that? tengok orang sebelah, tanya orang depan, orang belakang, sbb tak faham dia tulis apa. tp dia selalu la cakap, ladies and gentleman, i really apologize for my handwriting. apologize2..

today's class. ramai budak nakal. buat kertas bentuk kapal terbang, pegi "fly kan kat orang tepi. orang depan. hadehh dah macam darjah lima dah haa. pastu dkt kertas tu ada tulis something, sampai anyone yang dapat, will turn back and tanya sapa bagi. mana tahu? because the person who did the "plane sat right in front of me. huhu.

Class until 430pm. cepat2 pegi surau solat asar sbb dah nak habis waktu, around 450 tunggu bas, which is betul2 depan kolej. 15 min... okk bas dah sampai. penuh gile. takpa tunggu next one. another 15 min.. okk bass yeay! penuhhhhhhh lagiiiii. pintu pun dia tak buka, sebab penuh so dia jalan je. sobs! .. takpa..tunggu lagi..mana bas ni..sejuk gle kot.. below 10 today.. tgk jam, wow 540! dah sejam tunggu bas omaigott. ok next one sampai. hapy hapy. please please jangan full. skali......... byeeeee dia jalan straight jee. sabaaaaa. can i turn into incredible hulk nowww.

fuhh~! sungguh menguji kesabaran tak ingat punya. fikir2, dah tiga bas penuh, sejam tunggu. jalan kaki ke ni? adehh. jalan laa.. sorang2..sejuk2..jalan..jalan..first time ni balik jalan kaki..jalan lagi.. hopefully tak sesat..since im the type of person yang senang gle sesat. susah nak cam jalan :|

smpai Elephant and Castle..ohh ok! very familiar this place. tak larat jalan, tunggu bas. okk bas dah smpai.. whatttt? penuh jugakkk?? grrrrr. saba kama sabaaa. istigfar istigfar. ok there comes the next one, this one mcm , tak kira penuh tak penuh naik jugak. Alhamdulillah dapatt.. baru nak lega, masuk2 bas je..adoii bau apa pulak nii..bau someone yang sangat tidak menyelerakan. serious susah nak bernafas kottt. saba lagiii. haa, ada pulak this one guy staring2 at me mcm tengokkk je. tak penah tengok orang ke?! bila ter tengok dia, dia senyum. scaryyyyy adoiyaii apelah naseb harini. bad day bad day~!

so end of story. penat gle. macam2 pulak jadi. oh tomorrow the day after tomorrow next week next month thursday friday saturday sunday monday tuesday wednesday, please be good. .the end.

Never alone.

2011-02-06T10:40:00.004+08:00

Yes, my blog is boring. noted. and you dont need to waste your time checking any updates from this page eh apesal emo nih.

btw, today..i want to talk about 'independence,

it has been more than 5 months since im here in London. a place i never thought i would have the chance to live in. but a place i always wanted to go. Alhamdulillah.

so far, my life here is fine. from knowing nobody until i met all these friends whom i consider as family here, going to classes, exams, travelling sometimes, my life here is fine.

im in a holiday now. starts from last 15th Dec 2010 until todayitsfebruaryyaww and it was a damn long holiday. sangat lama sampai rasa bosan gile nak balik msia terus :|

back to the topic.

seriously, i have learn a lot. here. in here. in a new place. with all strangers. with new cultures.

i met lots of new people, lots of new friends. and ive learn a lot from them. from inside the house itself, from the neighbours, from the classmates the college mates, the people ..

some of them, umm i didnt mean saying this as 'mcmlahkautubagussangat', but then again, theres a couple of them which all the time keep saying things like 'bosan gle. nak carik skandal kat sini. gile bosan sampai rasa nak mati. weh lonely kot. aku lonely la. rasa macam sorang2 etc.

yes, i admit. sometimes kat sini rasa bosan. tp benda2 mcm lonely gle . alone. takda kawan takda sapa2 ni..umm think again. someone told me. whenever u feel lonely, alone. u think u have no one, no family, no friends. always remember that u always have Allah swt. He is always there. He always hears you. He is always with u no matter what. :)

So be independent. You are never alone.

Be thankful. Be grateful. and I am blessed with all that i have.

My family, my friends, and him.

err..

2011-01-21T08:22:00.001+08:00

kamaaaaa

sila update blog!!

apa nak tulisss niii.

update updateee

*bosan gle blog ni...

huwaa nak tulis apekah niii

zzzZzzzzzzzzzzzz..

cousins.

2011-01-06T08:22:00.003+08:00

miss them already :)

twothousandten.

2011-01-02T04:45:00.007+08:00

What a year 2010 has been. Some or can i say.. many, part of it seems like a beautiful dream come true. *Alhamdulillah.

Starting with, Wan balik Msia after a year plus tak jumpa. Shukri dapat Plkn, first time dalam family dapat plkn. Celeb tok mak's bday ramai2 together with my aunties and uncles and cousins.

Desa IT, Johor. unforgettable event. had so much fun i'll never forget. Dapat keluarga angkat yang baik sangat2 baik. Being one of the group leader which is "Lion" and won overall group. met new and lots of new friends. and met 'him :)

Perform. again at Festari. Performance this time is much much more special. my family came to watch me singing on stage.

My convocation :) One of the happiest day of my life. one of my dream come true. God hears me and give me that one thing i really2 hope for. Went to watch musical theater for the very first time. thanks to you :). it was funnnn!

20th Aug fly to UK to further study. Got a lovely lovely present. First time naik flight sorang2. watch football EPL, live. meet new amazing friends. First time puasa and raya dekat luar negara. Raya with new people. first time raya tak balik kampung. First class in Sept. met my new classmates from all over the world.

Snoww! first time first experience dapat tengok, pegang snow.

2010 has been good. banyak benda 'first time' happens and i am truly grateful for everything that has happened.

To awak, thank you so much. terima kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup saya. thank u for making me happy. for a never-ending smile on my face. thank you for all the happiness ;)

Hopefully this year will be a greater, better year for us all. InsyaAllah.

*went to london eye to watch fireworks*

Happy New Year 2011. everyone :)

Awak.

2010-12-26T06:38:00.005+08:00

" For the rest of my life

I'll be with you

I'll stay by your side

Honest and true

Till the end of my time

I'll be loving you

Loving you.. "

Thank you sayang.

I love you. so much.

menjaga hati.

2010-12-22T03:48:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang, demi menjaga hati orang yang kita sayang, kita sanggup diam.

kadang-kadang, demi menjaga hati orang yang kita sayang, kita sanggup sakit sendiri.

benda2 yang mmg pertama kali terjadi dalam hidup aku.

benda yang nampak mudah. remeh temeh. biasa. yang sebenarnya membuatkan fikiran bercelaru. fikir macam-macam. fikir bukan-bukan.

benda yang dari dulu aku pendam, tahan. sabar.

seriously, tak tahu macam mana nak cakap. macam mana nak buat. biarkan je ke. atau luahkan.

tak tahu. tolerate. that's the word. dengan mak abah.dengan keluarga. kawan-kawan. kekasih.

for me, kalau ada apa2 jangan pendam sendiri. problem ke, rasa tak puas hati, pendapat, benda gembira, sedih atau apa saja, luahkan. orang yang kita sayang dan orang yang sayang kita pasti faham. dengar dan terima dengan baik luahan hati kita.

lepas tu apa nak jadi, apa2 tindakan yang dia nak ambil tu terpulanglah.

tapi kadang-kadang, demi menjaga hati orang yang kita sayang, susah nak luahkan.

:)

2010-12-10T05:29:00.004+08:00

I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss My family.

*mana akak? :(

Quick Update 4

2010-12-06T05:16:00.002+08:00

Hey blog.

ive been busy.

bangun pagi. mandi. siap2. gi study room. study.

exam's comingg. takut gle serious takut.

this is my first acca exam.

honestly, rasa lain dari exam masa kat mmu dulu.

the pressure is double. triple! huhu

its 9pm and i just got back. pagi keluar malam baru balik.

penat penat.

study. just study.

usaha.doa dan tawakal.

InsyaAllah :)

*Good luck and all the best to all my friends who is taking Acca exam in Msia or London.

hope we all will pass pass pass. Ameen..

♥

2010-11-18T19:05:00.003+08:00

Di dirimu, aku menemukan..

Yang mencintaiku..

Yang menyayangiku..

Aww so sweet.

Aielwai NHJ :)

111.

2010-11-10T18:52:00.003+08:00

since July 2009 until today.

my blog have 111 post already.

humm banyak jugak update. not that lazytoupdate.not that rajinaswell.

today. 10th Nov 2010.

woke up late. and its 5 degree. menggigil.sejukk..

have no idea how is it gonna be during winter.

takpalah. experience.

*since im here..

every time i saw an airplane in the sky...

i wish i am in that airplane..

ask them..

to take me back..

to my country..

Kerana aku wanita.

2010-11-07T08:45:00.005+08:00

kerana aku wanita
pandangan Adam mampu tembus ke dasar hatiku

kerana aku wanita
ingin disayangi itu fitrah diriku

kerana aku wanita
mudah terpikat dengan keindahan akhlak seorang lelaki

kerana aku wanita
emosiku selalu mengatasi logik akalku

kerana aku wanita
air mata teman setiaku

kerana aku wanita
sensitivitiku terhadap sesuatu amat tinggi

DAN..

kerana aku wanita
aku damba pertolongan darimu Adam

peliharalah bicaramu denganku
jangan bermain kata denganku
takut rosak hatiku

kerana aku wanita
akhlakmu ukuran dimataku

peliharalah akhlakmu dan imanmu
jangan kau burukkan darjatmu pada mataku
takut rosak thiqohmu

kerana aku wanita
maka peliharalah susunan kata-katamu

kerana aku mudah terasa
namun aku bukan lemah
sekadar ingin kau tahu hati ini mudah tercalar

kerana aku wanita
peliharalah dirimu dari mencemuhku

saat titisan jernih mengalir dari mataku
kerana itu cara untukku
meluahkan perasaanku
supaya hatiku tenang kembali

kerana aku wanita
aku memang sangat peka

maka fahamilah kecerewetanku ada sebabnya..

*taken from a website ;)

:D

2010-11-05T01:56:00.004+08:00

Happyyyyy happy happyyyyy!!

This is the word for todayy. Wee :D :D :D

After a long tiring day these past 3 days, harini duduk rumah the whole day.

Relaxing my body and mind. Do something i am interested in. that is..apart from singing...

...lalalaaaaa..

........Cooking!

wee. i made Nasi Ayam todayyy. woohooo .first timeee. it's an achievement to myself when i successfully made it and my housemate said "sedapppppp :"> seronoknyaa!!

really feels good when you cook, you watch others eat and they enjoyed it .

Alhamdulillah jadi pun. * thanks to mak sayang for the recipe :D

So inilah nasi ayam saya :D

*Nyummm :D

Uniqueness.

2010-11-01T07:13:00.005+08:00

Google again! :) for those who are aware, and slightly remember, I had once uploaded pic of google's creativity where that is for Sesame Street's anniversary. Oh this time it is on Halloween. I love it. I love creative things.

Can you spot the word 'Google' in these pics?

Its November. Wow. Seriously, time flies really fast. Exam is cominggg. Oh my. One month to go.

Focus focus please focus. All class has started to do revisions and stuff. I am seriously scared with this professional exam. Pheww. The weather is so cold. No. not cold anymore. Its freeezingg. OMG. Wear socks and sweater everyday at home. Haih. It is kinda hard to even open the book and starts this brain to work out regardless of lotsoffactors that make me umm..

Oh one more thing. 30th Oct 2010. I will never forget this date. Experience 1 am twice!! Daylight saving ends on 2am . The clock went back one hour at that time. We had extra 1 hour. its 25 hours man. COOL! UK is now 8 hours behind Msia :)

Decisions decisions.

2010-10-28T16:24:00.003+08:00

In life, whatever happens is actually because of the choices you made. things will not go into 'reality, if you don't choose 'that way' to be. simple. what you eat everyday is your own choice. what time you want to go to bed is your own choice. what you gonna wear today is what you choose. it is all about making choices. decisions.

to get here, to further study is my own choice. i am the one who wants to do this. instead of working, have a good life back in my home country,i choose to be here. this is, frankly said, is one of the biggest decision i made. decisions of my life. what's going to be soon, in the future, is because of the choice i made. it is certainly, not easy to make a BIG decision for your own self, as this will eventually affect your life. as if your entire life.

leaving you family, your friends, your love ones is, seriously, i didn't really think about when i make decision to come here. you might think, "oh thats' okey. technologies nowadays make us feel close to anyone anywhere around the world. internet.phones. but yeah, its true. thanks to technologies who kept me close with my loved ones, even though i am far million miles away from them. but still, it is not the same as meeting them face to face.

appreciate your family, your friends, and everyone you love, when they are still 'there. appreciate every thing you have. i am thankful. grateful. and blissful for all the things happens in my life. keep pray-ing for things to get better and better everyday. InsyaAllah :)

Yang terindah.

2010-10-23T07:16:00.003+08:00

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku

Tiada lagi keresahan

Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku

Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan..

Kau yang bernama cinta

Kau yang memberi rasa

Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

Hingga aku rasa..indah..

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna

Tika bahagia mula menjelma

Bila keyakinan datang merasa

Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran..

Mencintai dirimu

Merindui dirimu

Memiliki dirimu hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu..

Ops :p

2010-10-20T02:40:00.003+08:00

Sifat orang yang lahir pada bulan September :

[][] Sangat bersopan santun & bertolak ansur.
[][] Sangat cermat, teliti & teratur.
[][] Suka menegur kesilapan orang lain & mengkritik.
[][] Pendiam tapi pandai bercakap.
[][] Sikap sangat cool, sangat baik & mudah simpati.
[][] Sangat perihatin & terperinci, amanah, setia & jujur.
[][] Kerja yang dilakukan sangat sempurna.
[][] Sangat sensitif yang tidak diketahui.
[][] orang yang banyak berfikir.
[][] Daya pentaakulan yang baik.
[][] Otak bijak & mudah belajar.
[][] Suka mencari maklumat.
[][] Kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritik.
[][] Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.
[][] Mudah memahami orang lain kerana banyak menyimpan rahsia.
[][] Suka sukan, hiburan & melancong.
[][] Kurang menunjukkan perasaannya.
[][] Terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan.
[][] Terlalu memilih pasangan.
[][] Sukakan benda yang luas.
[][] Bersistematik.

lalalaa..saje saje :p

Quick Update 3

2010-10-19T12:23:00.005+08:00

Update2.

So i went to Emirates Stadium with the housemates and Jal. on 10.10.10. Beautiful date gitu. hehe. To my dearest cik dayat and my brother ridhwan. jgn jeles yea. nanti pegi okey :p

Petticoat Lane.

Petticoat Lane in the morning, then straight away to the stadium. after that we had dinner at Camden town ;)

Camden town.

2010-10-18T05:50:00.000+08:00

InsyaAllah..

2010-10-12T15:53:00.000+08:00

Every time
You feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't despair
And never lose hope
'Cause Allah is always by your side

InsyaAllah.

You'll find your way..

emotionally unstable.

2010-10-06T23:08:00.004+08:00

as a girl, there are 'times when you will become too emotional.too sensitive. too easy to drop your tears. i have become someone so sensitive in heart since.. i admit, it is since i know you. i am not easily-cry-type-of-person before.seriously i am not.

it is hard to be far from each other.it is hard. to be far from your family,from your close friends. from you. yes especially from you. you will tend to think of them all the time.

i miss you. and i am not tired to say this often. to say this all the time. i want u to know, how much i miss you. when you are apart from the person you love the most, the love of your life, it is the time when you will then appreciate your loved ones so much more than before.

i know you hate seeing me sad and cry every time i missed you. i am sorry i just cant help it. i cry and cry to make me feel better. to my housemates, dont worry, each time you guys see me crying, is actually the time when i miss my love the most. when i cant stop thinking of him.

our time may be different and we might be separates million miles away.

but distance never separates two heart that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. Whenever i starts to feel sad because i miss you, i remind myself how lucky i am to have someone so special to miss.

I miss you.

Bff

2010-10-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

really really miss my bestfriends.

Hope they are doing well.with their life.

sory babes. cant be there for all of you now.

keep in touch no matter what.

i love you girls so much

the best of friend i ever had

Enna Dy Weena

*hugs*

22nd Sept 2010.

2010-09-30T04:23:00.008+08:00

My first birthday celebration far from my family..Every year they will celebrate my birthday, with a cake and of course birthday present from both mum and dad :) Sobs rindu!

Miss my best friends back in Malaysia ; Enna Dy Weena Nana Irene

who every year celebrates my birthday since we've known each other..

Thanks a million to my lovely friends here in London for the birthday surprise!

I was sooooo sooo surprise! so many people lots of new people i met.

Thank u mother, for the call. for the bday song. she called me 12 midnight UK. sweetnya mak ni ;)

Thank u abah for the sms. sayang abah sangat.

Thank u awak :) for the ..umm.. 'hadiah awal hari jadi', for messages, for the calls and especially for the bDay song! weee.

Thank u my dearest Dy and Weena for calling me. i know its expensive, tp call jugak thanks so much sayang korang.

Thank u Enna for the bday song thru ym call.

Kak Diha!! thank u so much for the messages. twitter ym fb suma u wish i. hehe sayang u taw.

Thank u everyone who wished me through FB and YM.

To farah, thank youuuu for the birthday cake. she made it herself and it was delicious! ;)

Thank u so much.

Happy birthday to me.

my greatest birthday present this year since You came into mylife.

p/s : 31 hours of the date! Weehee :D

Raya.

2010-09-16T19:34:00.005+08:00

to my family; my parents Mak & Abah

my brothers Wan & Shukri. my lovely sister Syafiqah

my uncles and aunties, my cousins both in Johor and Pahang

my friends in Msia, also in London

and to awakyangdisayangi,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Maaf Zahir & Batin..

*first time raya dgn kawan-kawan.first time tak balik kampung. first time tak dapat duit raya langsung.first time raya tanpa family.first time raya dkt luar negara.first time raya naik bas.naik train.first time raya2 tgk bunga api dkt jambatan sejuk gile malam2. first time raya skype2 dgn family dkt kampung :)

pic above- me and my close friends in London, at Sheikh and Amni's open house in Croydon.

Update yang cepat.

2010-09-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

1- Semalam first time pegi Malaysian Embassy for buka puasa & terawih. Besttt rasa mcm dekat Msia. Suma org msia dlm tu. terawih , perempuan2 suma pakai telekung. Makan makanan msia.Bestt tempat dia mcm hotel :D

2- Kadang-kadang buka puasa dkt MSD (Malaysian Student Department). Yang ni mmg best. Makcik2 yg bawak makanan salunya bwk nasi dgn lauk2 yg wow sedap gilee :P Lepas buka kat situ, pegi Masjid Peckham for terawih. Terawih dkt sana mmg best. Imam bace wow laju abes. tak sempat abes bace fatihah dia dh rukuk dah. tak sempat bace duduk antara 2 sujud smpai abes dia dah sujud dah. Oh and dkt masjid ni kalau pegi terawih, kitorang jela from Msia, which means kitorang je yg pakai telekung. Pakai je suma nak tgk. Diorang rilek abes, semayang pakai skirt labuh nmpk kaki pun takda hal. First time terawih 20 rakaat sbb laju! ahaha. Bila dh habis pun mcm "eh, dh 20 ke? :P

3- Alhamdulillah, i arrived here in the month of Ramadhan. Pengalaman berpuasa, buka puasa sahur dkt negara orang. Lepas ni raya pulak :)

4- Pegi museum. Natural History Museum. Dekat sini masuklah mana2 muzium yang anda suka.Semuanya freeeee :P Best juga muzium ni. Banyak dinosour :D

5- Bukak youtube mcm dgr Mp3 ja. Lajuuuuu. No no buffer buffer. I likee :D

6- Sekarang dah boleh online di mana2 sahaja berada. Kerana apa..Jeng jeng jengg..:P

7- Hari2 naik bas. Pegi mana2 naik bas. Public transport dkt sini mmg terbaik. Dkt almost every bus stop akan tulis bas No ** akan smpai lg bape minit. And tepat skali masa dia smpai. Mmg on time!

8- Saya rindu keluarga saya. Kesian kat rumah tggl 3 orang je. Raya nnti 4 org je. hehe. Rindu kawan2 saya. Soryy takda open house tahun ni. And tak dpt la raya umah korang semua. Awak, saya sentiasa rindukan awak :)

Quick Update 2

2010-09-01T13:10:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday, went all the way to Birmingham, which took 2 hours journey from London naik train, just to watch EPL! Never once in my life thought that i would go and watch football live depan mata! and it was like Wow. Seriously, im not a fan of football, rarely watch it.. tgk pun kalau adik2 tgk jela kan. But it was such an experience. the feel is different. the fanatic fan yang mcm Wow. berdiri sepanjang game, nyanyi2 tepuk2 tangan mcm tak penat ke? haha. And the game was Aston Villa vs Everton. One of my greatest experience :)

Together with Maya, Tia, Amni, Tun and Sheikh. Thank u guys for the great time. Thank u for inviting me :)

New life

2010-08-26T21:03:00.007+08:00

27th Aug 2010. its already been a week since im here in London,UK. trying hard to adapt myself to this whole new environment. So far ok la kot,just sejuk yang amat for orang2 yang tak tahan sejuk mcm saya. Seriously bangun2 mengigil. Sahur menggigil. Malam2 nak tido menggigil. Haih.. Maybe because im still new here, tak berapa biasa dengan cuaca mcm ni. Kalau dekat rumah pasang aircond pun 5 min lepas tu tutup..

Arrived in Stansted Airport,London on the 20th of Aug. 13 hours flight alone really scares me out. takut since this is the first time travelling alone jauh2. mmg kaki sakit gila lenguh2 kebas suma ada. Soon as i arrived, Farah fetch me at the airport. Thank u so much i would've lost nervous takut kalau farah takde. thank you so much dear :)

On the 23rd of Aug, i went to Kaplan to register myself as Acca student. Ramai gle orang maybe because it's the first day of registration. that time my number was 395, where the current number is only 240. Fuhhh almost 2 hours waiting.. Everything went well, im so lucky to have such a friendly & very nice officer who helped me everything, from choosing the venue of my classes, from settling down my payment, about the ID card which students kat situ semua kene swipe card before masuk kelas for attendance. cool! :D

I live with Farah here in Old Kent Road. its like an apartment tp mmg kecik je..2 bedrooms, a kitchen and a toilet. no dining hall, living hall. Betul2 depan rumah ada McD, tp tengok jela kan.. Next to McD ada ASDA, kalau kat Msia mcm Tesco. So best la everytime nak beli2 barang keluar rumah jalan kaki sikit dah sampai.

So far people around here is ok. Baik2.. Some of them are friendly but mostly from what i can see is diorang semua jenis yang buat hal sendiri je. tak pandang orang sangat so best la. Takde la rasa mcm awkward sngt kan :)

Seriously, miss everyone back in Msia. *aik baru seminggu kot* yesss tahu tapi tapi.. humm yes i miss my family, my friends and i miss You a lot .. already..

Thank you so much my family, mak abah fikah..to awak :) thank you for the present i love it! to ijam, najib, irene, lana, muiz. thank you for coming. jida fad selena, thanks so much for the photo frame comel gle ada gmba kita, for the kad raya and kad goodbye tu, thank you :)

*Thank you all for sending me at the airport. I love you all.. thank you..

2010-08-26T07:38:00.002+08:00

when u think of me..

when u miss me..

look at the sky..

i'll be smiling at you..

all night long..

Quick Update 1

2010-08-10T03:44:00.006+08:00

graduated.thank u mmu.thank u motherfather and lil sis syafiqah for being there on my convocation day.my uncle ami jaar and aunty nuli, iman and wawa. sayangku, awak yg suka buat surprise :) my manjer enna dy nana. kak diha thank u sangat datang all the way from perlis i love u! lana zubir and everyone thanks so much for coming. thank you for the flowers oh i love flowerssss :D the gifts and the wishes.weena shira thank you for the gifts eventhough tak dapat dtg i know u guys love me :P one of the sweetest moment in mylife. Alhamdulillah :)

farewell with officemates thank u miss chan miss mei miss pohtin and of course jida for making this jumpa2 before pegi jauh *terharuuu* :)

watch musical theatre for my first time ever.thankuawak.thank u thank u thank u. u the best :)

already collected my visa.oh another umm.tendays? huhu.

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan. Selamat Berpuasa. Semoga amalan kita semua diterima oleh Allah swt. Amin..

Hikmah Ayat Kursi :)

2010-07-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

1) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi
apabila berbaring di tempat tidurnya,
Allah SWT mewakilkan dua orang Malaikat
memeliharanya hingga subuh.

2) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir setiap sembahyang Fardhu, dia akan
berada dlm lindungan Allah SWT hingga
sembahyang yang lain.

3) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir tiap sembahyang,tidak menegah akan
dia daripada masuk syurga kecuali maut
dan barang siapa membacanya ketika
hendak tidur, Allah SWT memelihara akan
dia ke atas rumahnya, rumahjirannya dan
ahli rumah-rumah disekitarnya.

4) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir tiap2 sembahyang fardhu, Allah SWT
menganugerahkan dia setiap hati orang
yg bersyukur, setiap perbuatan orang yg
benar, pahala nabi2 serta Allah
melimpahkan padanya rahmat.

5) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi
sebelum keluar rumahnya, maka Allah SWT
mengutuskan 70,000 Malaikat kepadanya -
mereka semua memohon keampunan dan
mendoakan baginya.

6) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir sembahyang Allah SWT akan
mengendalikan pengambilan rohnya dan dia
adalah seperti orang yang berperang
bersama Nabi Allah sehingga mati syahid.

7) Barang siapa yang membaca ayat
Al-Kursi ketika dalam kesempitan nescaya
Allah SWT berkenan memberi pertolongan
kepadanya.

Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a.,
Rasulullah S.A.W.bersabda,"Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu ayat..."

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around :p

2010-07-25T23:00:00.005+08:00

Uncertain 2.

2010-07-15T01:16:00.008+08:00

A Virgo dislikes Being uncertain about situations.

Ini apa yang saya jumpa di twitter - ZodiacFact.

Saya seorang virgo dan saya rasa kenyataan diatas agak betul. Humm who likes to be in uncertain situations anyway? Bukan saja virgo-ians tapi orang2 lain juga. Kadang-kadang kita rasa macam nak sangat tahu tentang sesuatu. Make things clear. Nak tanya. Nak sangat tahu.Tapi disebabkan kita tak sanggup nak tengok seseorang itu sedih stress takda mood dan sebagainya disebabkan pertanyaan kita tu,maka kita pun simpan sahaja dalam hati.Tanya pada diri sendiri sahaja. Cari jawapan sendiri, dengan masa yang kata orang menentukan segalanya. Doa dan minta petunjuk dari Yang Maha Esa.

Mungkin bagi sesetengah orang, berdiam diri, tanggung sendiri kesedihan kesusahan kebingungan hidup seorang diri adalah lebih baik. Taknak susahkan orang lain katanya. Tapi bukan kah Allah ciptakan manusia di dunia ini, berkeluarga berkawan berpasangan? Tiada manusia didunia ini yang boleh hidup sendiri seorang diri. Sebab tu Allah bagi kita ibu bapa.adik beradik.kawan kawan.kawan kawan baik.kawan istimewa atau apa jua panggilan.

Kadang-kadang, dengan mak abah sendiri pun, terasa macam sangat banyak benda nak tanya. Bukan tak puas hati cuma nak tanya.Nak dapatkan kepastian.Nak dapatkan jawapan kepada soalan2 'kenapa' yang sangat banyak bermain dalam kepala. Contoh paling senang. Anak sulung dengan anak bongsu. Banyak sangat beza cara layanan yang kadang kala membuatkan anak sulung rasa macam, adil kah begitu? atau pun 'mmg anak sulung perlu sentiasa beralah? Tetapi sekali lagi, disebabkan tak mahu melukakan hati mana-mana pihak, maka kita pilih untuk berdiam diri. Bersabar, berkongsi masalah dengan kawan rapat dan mungkin membuatkan kita cuba untuk menjadi yang lebih baik dan lebih baik lagi di masa akan datang.

Hidup ini penuh dengan dugaan dan cabaran, yang memerlukan kita untuk tempuhi dengan penuh kesabaran. Semuanya sudah ditentukan oleh Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan memberikan sesuatu musibah,masalah,dugaan kepada seseorang kecuali dengan mengetahui bahawa seseorang itu dapat menghadapinya dengan baik. Dia Maha Mengetahui.

2010-07-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hidup ini adalah untuk beribadah kepada Allah swt yang telah menjadi kan kita manusia,sebaik-baik kejadian.

Tujuan kita dicipta oleh Allah swt adalah untuk beribadah kepada-Nya.

Firman Allah "Aku tidak ciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk beribadat kepadaku"

Kita wajib beribadah sebagai tanda syukur kepada-Nya, atas segala nikmat yang terlalu banyak.Tidak mampu kita menghitungnya,terlalu banyak nikmat,malah percuma.

Antara tugas dan kewajipan rasul adalah mengajak manusia menyembah Allah dan menjauhi taghut(kejahatan). Jika nabi yang sangat rapat dgn Allah pun tidak terlepas mengerjakan ibadat,apatah lagi kita.

Kita mesti beribadat kepada Allah kerana Dialah yang paling berkuasa. Allah yang mengatur kehidupan kita,oleh itu janganlah kita leka.

*untuk dikongsi bersama :)

2010-07-12T16:17:00.003+08:00

introducing..*eh perlu nak introduce ke? popular dh kot akak kita nie..heheh

this is kak diha :) my sister.hee.

sisters not in blood but she's really like a sister to me.

my funny caring sweet gorgeous hotnesss sister. *wow i puji2 u ni kak diha.haha :p

dalam family, saya anak sulung.selama tak pernah tahu perasaan ada kakak. so dgn kak diha, mmg terasa mcm adik.ahaha.

we share our happiness and sadness.

and i will never forget all the sweettt memories we had together ;)

oh im so glad i know you. *Alhamdulillah.Weee !

oh one more thing.im so happy for you kak diha.your hot news last few weeks makes me feel sooo much happy.seriously.mcm tak caya kakakku ini akan..tutttt.hehe :)

sayang kak dihaaa! thank you so much for being my sister ;)

dream on.

2010-06-28T13:33:00.010+08:00

Ok harini bangun2 macam terus cakap dalam hati

"Harini nak update blog lah".

Tapi nak update pasal apa ni?

Lets begin with..

Adik saya, Shukri dah selamat masuk Uitm Pulau Pinang, buat diploma Mechanical Engineering. Saya tahu dia bukan lah berapa suka course ini. tapi sebab ni yang dapat maka dia pun pergi.Takpe ti, maybe this is your destiny. Cakap dekat dia masa register haritu..

"ti, kat sini nanti..ti akan jumpa kawan2 baru..jgn cepat terpengaruh..ur life is going to be different after this..

wah bukan main nasihat.yela.dah penah merasa.first day masuk mmu dulu.masuk je.tak fikir pun apa2. see now. i've made lots of friends.coursemates. classmates. facultymates. bestfriends ;)

Dah abes Degree pun.Alhamdulillah. Masa berlalu dengan sangat cepat. 4 tahun dengan praktikal 6 bulan dah habis rupanya. Sambung belajar lagi. ACCA time.

Oh ACCA stands for Association of Chartered Certified Accountants.

Dulu dalam kelas lecturer banyak pesan.

"Once you finished your deg, i recommend all of you to further ACCA. Just five subject left since you'll have 9 exemption papers.

Masa internship pun supervisor yang ada ACCA tu pun cakap

" You're still young. If you want to further study, i encourage you to."

So ini lah dia. saya akan sambung belajar di London. *wah bukan main blaja kat UK*

Masa sekolah menengah dulu.selalu berangan nak belajar dekat london. berangan cakap sorang2 dpn cermin, mcm jumpe pakcik makcik, bagi tahu diorang "oo kama nanti pergi london".

Wah..tak sangka rupanya dapat juga pegi. Kadang-kadang impian memang jadi kenyataan. Banyak juga perkara yang saya terfikir sekali imbas je, rupanya jadi betul-betul.

Mungkin Allah sedang bagi petunjuk masa tu :)

Ada juga satu benda ni. pernah terfikir skali je.mcm dah jadi pula sekarang.hoho.yang ni serious memang tak sangka langsung. and apakah itu? hmmm.rahsia! :p

* haih rahsia2 baik takyah tulis. biaa laa.ini blog saya.haha* :P

and this is life cycle.

dari baby yang tido sepanjang hari.kepada kanak2 kecil baru belajar ABC.tadika.sekolah rendah.sekolah menengah.masuk universiti.degree.prof course.

lepas ni.kerja.kawin. nanti uruskan anak sendiri pula.ulang balik cycle tadi.

life's wonderful :)

* Will be going to a foreign country in a 13 hour flight alone. be independent.have to.*

P:s/

i dream once to go to this place with the one i love :)

life cycle.

2010-06-16T18:47:00.010+08:00

My activities these past few weeks ;)

one of my closest friend in MMU,my very first roommate. get married.congratz nana! :)

Special moment together - celebrates nana & faruq, both my accounting classmates before they got married at Holiday Villa, Kuala Lumpur. Its more like a reunion to us since its been a very long time we havent met each other.especially my dearest, enna, dy & weena ;)

Went to Pulau Pinang..to take a look at my brother's soon-to-be study place at UITM, Bukit Mertajam. overnight at Batu Feringgi :)

:)

2010-06-13T02:56:00.001+08:00

saya suka ini.cantik. :) :)

76.

2010-06-02T14:05:00.008+08:00

i never thought id live in this world like how i live today.i never thought id have my own car.i never thought to be called 'mmu student.i never thought i could bought a hp with my own money. i never thought that i will go this 'far, like very far.far from my family, from my friends and from you. i never thought that i could sing in an event, in front of a huge number of people. i never thought my univ president would tell me "great voice". i never thought id be this happy like i never felt before. i never thought id sing in front of Tun Dr Siti Hasmah, twice. i never thought id feel so close to someone like he is right inside my heart.i never thought my blog could have up to 76 post.i never thought id perform on my univ Grand hall. i never thought id want to know about someone more than anything else. i never thought id have the feeling of being afraid of loosing someone, like how badly i am afraid of losing you. i never thought id care about someone, more than i care about myself.
you are on my mind more than i may show. you are in my heart more than you may know.
you know who you are.

sayaa.haha

2010-05-20T01:36:00.003+08:00

- saya bgn pagi.first thing buat is to brush my hair.hee
- saya drive tak pakai kasut.
- saya tak boleh makan overlimit.kalau tak..sesuatuakanterjadi :P
- saya suka simple simple.
- saya takut tempat tinggi.yes saya gayat.
- saya sayang nenek saye sngt.tggl sorang je nenek di dunia ini.chewahh
- saya punye zodiak ialah virgo.virgo last date is 22nd Sept bday saye.
- kadangkadang 22nd Sept masuk dlm libra first date.haha
- saya takot tempat gelap.
- saya suka sngt kpd kanak2.especially baby.weee :)
- saya suke memasak.tp saya tak terel.huu~
- saya gayat.eh dh ckp ke.
- saya rapat dgn kazen saye dua org.keen & ayu.
- saya ada 2 org kawan baik.sarah & helmi.
- saya punya first crush is masa darjah 6.haha
- saya takot guruh yang kuattt
- saya saje tulis sume ni sbb nk update blog saye.haha

ok dah nnti smbg lagi :P

strength..

2010-05-11T01:18:00.003+08:00

i hate this feeling.i seriously hate this feeling.too sensitive at times.is so not-really me.but when the 'timeeeeee' comes.oh-my-god.i can be the most sen-si-tif person on earth.im sory.i dont want this.but i cant control this.huhu.but but.i'll be normal in a quick time.hopefully.haha.nope.normally.kejap je ni.i know it.

wah.what am i talkinggggg.
i barely update my blog.tak tahu nak tulis ape.i am actually the type of person who likes to keep things with only myself.but for certain situation.certain reason, i do share.. with my closest and the best people around me, with the people whom i trust.
so, lucky u :P

its May.its already may.its may already.wahhh.too fast.this is too fast.if only we can stop the time.i really want to.i dont know whats gonna happen to me sooner or later.but i pray to God to give me guidance and all the strength i need to face this world.AMin :)

..

2010-05-06T15:42:00.002+08:00

jgn fikir bukan-bukan.
i always remind myself of that.
jangannnn ..
hu.hu.hu
sometimes.saya suke fikir bukan-bukan.fikir negatif.oh.
*istigfar..
jangan2.not good kama not good.
hmmmm.*tarik nafas.
:)

when i look at u :)

2010-04-30T09:45:00.007+08:00

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's are long..
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy..

And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth..
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon..
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colours,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful..

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you..

You appear just like a dream to me..

oh baby baby baby.. :P

2010-04-24T01:51:00.005+08:00

my one and only favourite chinese song.hee.i can sing this dr mula smpai habis.and i know the meaning as well.haaa.believe it or not :)

i love F4! i love jerry.*yg pakai baju ade bunga tu.oh oh 8->..

kenal F4 lepas tgk series Meteor Garden.kat ntv 7.masa form 4/5.mcm best glee cite ni.hari2 tunggu ptg nk tgk.xpenah miss.kecuali kalau ade tuisyen.kalau ade, esoknye pagi2 masuk kelas klasmet cite kan ape jd smalam. abes je cite ni.haa x puas lagi.pegi beli CD dia.100 lebih okey sbb byk episod kan.fanatik punye pasal.

lagu F4 yg ni mmg sngt suke lah dulu.sbb tu boleh siap hafal.hee.mmg minat gle kat Jerry.rasanye kalau jumpa depan2 bole pengsan.ahaha! ni dulu la ye.cerita zaman2 sekolah :P

* wo jue bu neng shi qu ni :)

Uncertain.

2010-04-22T12:21:00.002+08:00

i guess nobody likes to be in this situation.uncertain.unsure.doubtful.undefined.

unfortunately, im in this kind of situation now.about what.hah.lets just not talk about it.only me myself know it.this not-so-sure.i-dont-know answer i give to the ppl who keep asking me.eh kama.kau dot dot dot dot dot.tuttt eh? sory u guys.i seriously dont know.to be honest.just-go-with-the-flow kind of thing is not that good.it is an option that's cannot be applied everytime anytime anywhere.but chill.as long as we are happy.everybody is happy.why not.just move on.let the faith brings us anywhere it takes.God knows whats best for us.i want to ask.i want to know.i want to make things clear.i want.but i cant.i dont have the guts to do it.i just dont.im enjoying my life to the fullest.:)

you-fulfill-my-fantasy.my-prince-charming.oh-finally-i-met-the-right-person kind off thing.mcm.eh is it really exist bnda2 begini? how do we know that someone is the damnright one? what if.in a week.a month or a year.we met somebody else.are we just gonna forget 'theone' for the moment he is tu? hmm.future future.why cant we see future.why cant we know our future?.this is life.full of surprises.for the things happens now,5 years back, we never had any idea our life is gonna be like this.like today.kan?

day before yesterday.i received a letter from MMU.saying Award of Degree.

"i am pleased to inform you that the Senate of the University that sat on 09 April 2010 has confirmed the award of the following degree to you:-

BACHELOR OF ACCOUNTING (HONOURS)

i wish to extend the university's congratulations to you and wish you all the best in you future undertaking"

wah.do i really have my own Degree now? wohoo.Alhamdulillah.ive finished and im done in MMU.. 10 years back.i never had any idea i'd have a deg in this field.cita2 konon2 nk jadi cikgu lah kan.ingt lagi pegi skolah, curi kapur bawak balik.conteng2 almari main cikgu cikgu sorang2 dlm bilik.kunci bilik.almari abes jadi putih.form 4-5 amek lukisan kejuruteraan lah kan.konon2 nk jadi arkitek.ahaha.masuk mmu.apply first2 Alpha Management.tak taw kenapa.masa tu rasa cam best je managament2 nih.sukati je.lepas tu bile nk buat Deg, tanye abah.nk amek ape ni bah.abah kate.hmm akak mcm minat2 math kan.accounting nak? hoho.accounting eh.ok.letak je accounting first.tgk2 dpt.hoho.takdir sudah menentukan saya akan buat Deg in Account kan :)

Alhamdulillah. selesai semuanya.

sngt lah byk kenangan2 manis dan tak berapa manis kat MMU nih, i'll never forget.to my dearest friends, youknowwhoyouare.thank u so much for everything.i wouldnt have done it w/out u guys.buat assignment sama2.stadi sama2.ponteng kelas sama2.to my roommates.thank u thank u.classmates.my close friends.i love u all . Thank You:)

Think less and love your life more.

2010-04-19T20:49:00.002+08:00

how happy you are in your life is not due to chance or luck but to your attitude towards what happens to you.

what would make you feel happy? you probably imagine some state of being where life runs smoothly, your career is taking off, you're dating a hottie and you are fit and healthy so you look and feel drop dead gorgeous every time you leave the house.

the unfortunate thing about this state is that, it always remains in the future ; something you're always working towards but never seems to enjoy. why? because other people get the big breaks or are more talented or were born with more money, intelligence or beauty. or so you might think. But in truth, people who are happy and successful often enjoy their status, because they have an easygoing take on life - not because lady luck falls in their lap 24/7.

- take charge of your thoughts

- give yourself a break

- reality check

- look for the good in everything.

events.

2010-04-19T17:01:00.004+08:00

hello blog.sory lamaaaaaaa tak update. ive been busy.am i? no? i dono. :P

sleep at 5 last night. hoho i think so far plng lambat lah. hee

13th April.Festari 2010.me involve,again. perform for closing. Permata Dunia (MMU song). oh. what can i say.Alhamdulillah.everything went well :) probably my last event in MMU.im grateful.very. first time my family came to an event i perform.see me sing on stage.thanks so much.my father mother my adik2.tomoro sume keje skolah,tp dtg jugak.love u all sangattt.

last few weeks.pegi kursus kawin.* ohdhnakkawinsngtke?* haha.no lah.never thought of it pun. saje pegi.with lana.shes very excited nk pegi.so why not.mcm pegi kelas agama je.best.kelakar.serious best.*nkpegilagi ke?* haha.dependsss. pemilihan calon isteri..suami..hikmah perkahwinan..dan mcm2 lagi..general knowledge.tp lebih detail lah.hmm best best.

thank u Allah, thank u family and friends.and thank u, awak.

*im happy for what-ever reasons 'it' happens. :) :)

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2010-03-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

nuha arissa.

cousin punya anak.

first cicit dlm family belah abah.

what must she called me? auntie/makcik kama ke? :P hoho~

:)

2010-03-30T02:01:00.001+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed.. sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head.. spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night..

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold.. buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile ..

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2010-03-29T12:22:00.001+08:00

Wahai Tuhan, ku tak layak ke syurgaMu
Namun tak pula aku sanggup ke nerakaMu..

pics only :P

2010-03-26T12:15:00.003+08:00

we are family. :P

ayah/ketua kmpg :D

ayah & diane

my dearest!

shira :)

:)

2010-03-25T20:09:00.003+08:00

dimulakan dgn Bismillah..

disudahi dgn Alhamdulillah..

begitulah sehari dlm hidup kita..

mudah-mudahan dirahmati Allah..

im happy.regardless :)

deng.gi

2010-03-24T01:56:00.012+08:00

tetibe terasa nk share psl denggi.16-21/11/08.masuk hospital sbb denggi.ceritanya begini..

2 weeks before 16/11 tu..demam..(biasalah symptom2 denggi kan.)..mula2 pegi la klinik..dia bg hmm cam biasa la ubat demam..antibiotik..sume2 tu..

lepas seminggu..eh eh demam ni x baik2.makin panas pula..pegila hospital..dia check2 sume..kata demam panas aje..so, dia pn bg la ubat demam (adeh, ubat demam lagiiiiiii..)..esok nye tu, rasa x ok lg.lusa nye..rasa cam sakit2 tulang.siyes sakit giler.. lenguh yg amat lah org kate.duduk sakit,baring lagi lah sakit.rasa cam nk nangis woo..sakit dia tu..dia cam menusuk2 tulangku ini..haihh.

pastu pegi la bitahu abah..ckp "abah..sakit gle badan akak.." pastu abah terus, haaa ni denggi la ni.demam demam sakit tulang segala..

dia pn bwk la blik g hospital tu..

doktor amek darah..pastu dia suh tggu jap.dup dap dup dap.dia dtg balik, tadaaaaaa "awak kene denggi ye" ..

waa tahniah2. :)) maka sy pn dgn ini menjadi warga sementara KPMC Puchong :D

pastu time tu gak kene trus g baring kat blik sbelah tu.dia kate kene mskkan air. first time gtu msk2 hospital dh besar2 nih..time kecik2 salu la.sakit ape? jeng3..

masa kene baring tu.mcm.nak.n.a.n.g.i.s.huhu.takot2.ye, saya mmg takot.jarum2.darah2.dan sebagainya.

nk mskkan air tu..kene cucuk kat urat dlu..before dia cucuk.dia ckp..

"dik, ni sakit sikit ye."

waahh ni yg xnak dengar nih. sy pn..oo..ok ok..tutup mata tutup mata..dia cucuk.wahh terbaik lah.sakittttt okkkkk. -____-

pastu kene naik tingkat atas.jalan...smbil tolak besi sangkut air tu.huhu.dia tunjukkan bilik..dpt bilik sorang.i was like.wah inilah bilik baru ku.hehe.

first kesusahan yg paling x digemari.time nk g toilet.wah wah.susahnye mak aih.nk kene bwk air tu lagi.nk kene gune sebelah tgn lagi.waduh2.

perkara kedua paling tak digemari.tiap2 pagi.tepat kol 8.akan masuklah seorang nurse ke dlm bilik saya.nk amek darah katanya.mula2 tak taw kesakitan dia tu.first time amek.waaahhh wahhh.sakit yg teramat sangat sangat sangat.adehh.sejak dr tu.pagi2 kol 8 tgk jam.resah2 takut2 je.hohoho~

tiap2 waktu mkn bile nk bg ubat..dia akan check temperature kita..ade 1 harini..dia check check..skali" adik, panas sngt ni.kene cucuk ye"

perghh.terbaik lagi..haha.dia kate dh 40+ celcius .dh panas sngt ni dia kata.ape lg..kene la cucuk dkt tutttt.haha.sakit nyeee :'(

first day msk tu..bosan2 kat bilik..sms la rakan2..bitahu,msk hospital..ramai yg tekejut.ade yg terus kol.kama betol ke? jgn la main2.haha.mentang2 saya selalu berjenaka.xkan la msk hosp pn wat lawakk weh.haha..

pastu sms.tanye.bilik mana..kata nk dtg ..hehe.

so kepada yg dtg tu..terima kasih la byk2. jasamu di kenang. pakcik makcik sedara mara ramai yg dtg..bwk bermcm2 air.bagus katanya.100 plus jgn cite.byk gle.air revive lah apela.senang cite air2 yg memberi tenaga tu,segala jenis dh diorang bwk. ade skali tu, my auntie bwk sup ketam.mak aihhhhh.mmg no no lahh..bau pn kenot go..x mkn pun.. tp tulah..sepanjang kat sana..selera mkn mmg xde. mkn sikit kuar balik.mkn sikit g toilet.tp kalau nk cpt baik kene mkn byk2.camne tu.1 ari tu mak tanye, "akak nk mkn ape kak..ckp la ape2 pn xpe"

*wah ni yg nk dgr ni* haha.ape lg mmg jwb pizza lah kan. hehe.mak yg baik hati tu pun,pegi la beli..berjaya mkn..tp 1 slice aje..haha.at least mkn kann :D

kpd kwn2 yg di sayangi.. dy, irene, kak diha, nana, amani, halu, mukhlis, aini, joe, nami, besfren sy sarah, dan ramai lg sory x ingt..thank u so much..

best dpt hadiah2.hee.

*specialll thanks to my sister,pikah..tiap2 mlm dia tdo hospital,teman2 akak dia.masa tu cuti skolah,dia br drjh 5.hehe thank u syg pikachu! (dh blanjer dia pegi zoo pun..hakhak)

Alhamdulillah,skarang dh sihat..ape yg penting,jauhi aedes,hindari denggi.sngt la x best.haha.sekian.. :)

Putih.

2010-03-21T11:54:00.005+08:00

kereta saya,

laptop saya,

handphone saya ,

*my fav colour, white =)

Desa IT Johor.

2010-03-19T09:06:00.010+08:00

Mggu lepas, 8-13 march 2010 pegi Desa IT kat Kg Seri Lukut, Johor.. *Best gle ok..ni second time g program2 begini..first time dlu masa kat MMU Melaka, tp nama dia Desa Tercinta..kat johor gak tp area batu pahat sana.

Keluarga angkat saya. Mak&Ayah angkat sy merupakan parents kepada ketua kmpg itu.kira cam atok n nenek la.tp dh diorang mak&ayah angkat, so pggl la diorang abah&mak. cam pelik sbb kan salu org tua2 kite pggl atok gtu..kdg2 tersasul pggl atok gak,tp diroang layankan aje..haha. Diorang sngt la sportinggggg. baik gle,lawak gile especially abah.Buat lawak je keje dia.Mak pulak gelak dia sngtla comel. ;P

Ketua kmpg ni dgn family dia mmg salu gle dtg umah kitorang.kalau mkn sume kat sni.so mukhlis n halu everytime mkn mmg dtg sni..diorang kat umah ketua kmpg tu sekadar tdo jela..tp rasa sngt bertuah dpt umah dgn diorang ni.ketua kmpg ni sngtlah baik dan sporting.dia bwk kitorang 4 org (me,diane,mukhlis & halu) g jalan2..ade 1 mlm tu dia bwk g mkn western kat kluang.*nyum2* . Ada 1 mlm tu g lepak kat satu kdai mkn ni, ramai2.kitorang 4 orang dgn teela, azri, dayat, anes, abg 2 orang tu..dgn sorang abg dr kmpg tu tak taw nama..tpt tu ade stage kecik bleh karok2. halu yg pantang karok tu mmg laju aje naik ke pentas. saya mcm biasa mula2 neves2 malu2 kucing.tp lepas tu, nyanyi 4 lagu terus.ha amek! haha ;P

Dapat rumah dgn Diane.tak pernah kenal dia pn sebelum ni..mula2 dpt tahu dia cam.eh eh sape ni. tp dia ok jeee.bestt :) baik2 manja2..kitorang ala2 sekepala gtu..malam2 before tdo mesti gosip2 dlu,smpai dua2 tertdo.haha.

Time kat skolah rendah 2 hari. kitorang buat aktiviti dgn bdk2 darjah 5&6. Diorang sume divided into 10 groups. 10 nama2 binatang & saya leader utk salah satu grup iaitu grup Lion! bwh saya ade fasya ratna zul n myra. fasya dh kenal lama tp yg lain2 br first time knal gak.tp sume ok, besttt..10 bdk dlm grup ni pun ok je.ade yg malu2 ade yg byk ckp biasa la tu..

oh plng penting.grup Lion meNang! juara keseluruhan org kate.*clap2* i likeee ^_^ lukis2 scene pun dpt no 1 gak.memang terbaik lah Lion.haha

Dlm grup ni ade sorang bdk ni,nama dia Daniel. sepanjang aktiviti kat skola tu.dia tu antara yg sngt la pemalu.beria2 la org ckp ngan dia wat lawak sume,dia just senyum2 je tu pun pndg bwh .adeh..pemalu sngt ni.tp, daniel ni la yg masih keep in touch dgn sy smpai skarang.cara dia mintak no phone sngt la comel.. time sukaneka tu..ade sorang bdk ppuan dtg mintak nombo phone..sy ckp la "ni nk mintak saje koleksi ke nk tepon"haha..pastu dia ckp, ade orang suruh mintakkan,nama dia daniel.alala comel je daniel nii :P

Daniel rajin gle msg2..masa kt sana dia salu ajak dtg umah dia..tp sory ye dik, xsempatt..wawawa~ tp xpe dpt jmpe kejap kat psr aritu..dia semangat gle nk jumpe.comel bukan? pemalu2 tp yg tulah paling syg saya.ahahaa :P.. smpai arini pun mmg salu lah dia msg2.tanye dh mkn ke blum la..sihat ke tak la..waa so caring~

desa IT ni paling best sbb dpt ramaiiiii gleeeeeee kawan baru dlm 1 masa.cewah..balik2 friend request byk gle kat FB.upload2 gmba sngt la byk. diorang yg lain nye album pn byk gle, smpai tak taw yg mana dh tgk ke blum.tag2 gmba pastu komen2 gmba sngt la byk gle.tak bkk facebook 5 minit,notification dh 30 lebih.haha best2. :)

tuje la nk share.kesimpulannye desa it ni best gle. ;)

.Me,Mira,Zul,Fasya,Ratna.

~Daniel~

.Kakak2 Singa .

kamilah Juara :D

Abah & Mak :)

My Roomate,Diane :)

*more n more lotsssss more pictures at FB :)*

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2010-03-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

why cant things stay the way they are.

why must u change.why must i change.

why must everything change.

the good old days.is just for a while..

this life.

so much challenging.

being strong is not enuf.life is hard.

my life is hard.

no one knows.

i keep almost everything to myself.

what u know,is just nothing.

Satu kiblat yang sama..

2010-02-28T20:52:00.004+08:00

Ya Sallim Sallim Sallimna Sallim Sallim Dinana

Ada yang hitam, ada yang putih

Zahirnya Dia menciptakan kita berbeza
Namun batinnya kita dikurnia akal fikiran yang lengkap sempurna
Walau berbeza kasta budaya, hanya amalan pada-Nya yang utama
Kita mewarisi Al-Quran suci sebagai panduan tuk hidup sejahtera..

Seringkali iman akan diuji..bak layar dihembus laut gelora
Dalam mengejar kehidupan di sana, jangan alpa meredah kabus dunia..

Walau pandangan jauh berbeza,

tak bermakna ada salah ada benar..
Pada akhirnya kita semua sujud ke arah satu qiblat yang sama..

Semulia insan adalah yang menghampiri-Nya
Moga ditempatkan dengan yang bertaqwa..

Tak mungkin manusia yang punya nafsu bisa terlari walau secebis dosa
Apa yang mampu kejar pahala, biarlah yang Esa menghitungkannya..
Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih

tak guna merintih menyesal bersedih..
Khalifah bumi semua bersaudara untuk menghambakan diri kepada-Nya..

Kadangkala kesabaran dicabar.. tiang utuh teguh bisa kan runtuh
Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula sesama saudara..

Walau pandangan jauh berbeza, tak bermakna ada salah ada benar..
Pada akhirnya kita semua sujud ke arah satu qiblat yang sama~

Semulia insan adalah yang menghampiri-Nya
Moga ditempatkan dengan yang bertaqwa..

*Amin~

~lagu yg sngt memberi kekuatan & keinsafan.. =)

hee

2010-02-24T15:30:00.002+08:00

see, i know i can do it on my own. dpt call & email from beberapa tpt.~

skarang tak taw nk pilih yg mane. huhu..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..berikanlah petunjukMu~ Amin..^_^

haih~

2010-02-23T11:39:00.003+08:00

mlm semalam g LCCT..anta my brother wan balik aust..huhu~
rasa mcm sedih la plak, dh xde geng time siang2 dok kat umah..kuar tgk wyg bile bosan2..haih~
kalau sala sorang kuar..blk2 mesti sala sorang ckp "oooo,hang tinggey aku ehhhh"..haha

cpt la blk wannn! (br pegi dh suh balik ke,haha)

hmm...stressful life.dh mula rasa dh stress2 itu..
bile dh abes blaja..mule nk kene fikir psl future..
dulu time blaja xyah fikir ape2..
g kelas blk kelas..mkn,tdo..dok ostel ngan kwn2..mlm2 kuar enjoy..time nk exam study..xyah fikir pape..Oh student life is the Besttttttt!
ni dah abes blaja..dh nk kene fikir..nk wtpe pasni? nk keje ape la..nk smbg study ke tak la..itu la ini la..haih~

i dont know why but i dont wnt to be too dependent to anyone.including my own father.i know byk org dpt keje senang sbb gune org dlm..ayah keje kat sana la..pakcik la..makcik la..jiran la..so sng la masuk mana2 kan.

smalam tetibe abah ckp..kak nnti bg abah CV k.and i was like.ha? CV? for what? abah ckp bg la kat abah dgn ayah mi..
ok,my father is a manager bank,my uncle (ayah mi) tu pulak mmg org politik and byk contact2 GLC la ape la abah ckp smalam.
tetibe rasa cam.eh perlu ke? i told my dad."ala abahhhh tak yah laaaa.akak kalau boleh nk carik keje sendiri laaa,akak x suke la mcm ni.."
pastu smpai abah sendiri ckp "laaa, kite kene la gune kan ape yg ada kakk.."

haih~ saya mmg mcm ni.kalau bole mmg xnak depend on sape2.independent ke? tak taw la.tp mmg dr dlu saya mcm ni.kalau bole buat sendiri buat sendiri je.plus saya pn baru je abes blaja.not too desperate pn nak keje2 ape sume..apply je byk2 mana2..tgk rezeki kite..InsyaAllah ada la kan..

ok.. +_+

new look!

2010-02-22T15:20:00.002+08:00

im lovin'my new blog look.hee =)
white black pInk ..fav2 kaler saya ^_^

"its time to get seRiousss. Hmm.

update2 ;P

2010-02-19T00:43:00.003+08:00

lama x update blog ni..(kak diha,this update is for u.hee :P )
xtaw nk tulis ape..nothing interesting happen, yet.huhu..
ive graduated from MMU..Alhamdulillah..now waiting for convocation which is in Aug..(adeh lmbt nye bln 8..) for the moment, duk umah je dlu..lepak2 with family n friends..yelaa pasni ble dh keje2..xde masa nk lepak2 lg dah..so sementara tgh free2 ni..hmm gunakan sebaik2nye la org kate .. :P

Oh God.i need miracles.plis gve me one.
hoping wondering praying thinking = tiring..
..tik tok tik tok..masa menentukan segala2nya..
move on everyone.just move on.. =)

Never knew i needed ..

2010-01-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

Lovely voice, sweetest lyrics, great Great song..i just love this!

Ne-yo ; Never knew i needed =)

..For the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing
for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily,ever after
the way you smile and how you comfort me,with your laughter
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here
so unexpectedly
undeniablely happy
said with you right here, right here next to me

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always..

The man who cant be moved ;)

2010-01-18T01:48:00.007+08:00

i really really really into this song right now..
keep repeating from day to night.. since day before yesterday !
heheeee =)

Enjoy ~ ^_^

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cause you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

its a new year!

2009-12-31T23:54:00.002+08:00

happy 2010 =D
hoping for better n better things to come up..
all the best to all..hee^^

hee..

2009-12-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

im Ok now..dh sihat.
Alhamdulillah ^_^

i dnt knw..

2009-12-27T00:13:00.004+08:00

i dont know what happen to me these past few days..
my stomach seems cant accept foods..any foods..like sume akan terkeluar semula..
almost a week dh mcm ni..am i sick? mcm dh ok dari demam haritu..tp perut ni pulak..haih~ late at night akan terbangun utk pegi toilet..sakit perot..n lepas mkn salunye akan termun*ah..haih what happen to me...sakit apekah inii +_+..

2009-12-26T23:55:00.001+08:00

Google sangat kreatif.saya suka!

Pokok kelapa.

2009-12-26T23:37:00.006+08:00

coconut tree.since high school,this is one thing i'd draw during my free time..one n only thing im gud at drawing..(kot) hehe..learn to draw this from the famous comic, Ujang..basically i learnt almost all my drawings thre..=)

i seriously not good at drawing..but i love to draw. buku2 notes2 mmg byk lukisan ngarut2..especially when im bored in class..during lecture..mmg akan terhasillah lukisan2 tidak bermotif. tp yg wajib ade, pokok kelapa! ^_^ (pic above,dilukis di ofis =P

basically i love to draw scenery..pantai2 n laut2 mmg my fav..and lagi satu..gmba rumah2 kmpg..waaa love it..lukis gmbar2 kmpg mmg best..blaja dr Ujang..sngt lawa lukisan pemandangan n rumah2 kampung dlm tu..oh..
n i seriously suck at drawing muka org..muka badan2 kaki tgn semua psl manusia mmg x reti lukis.hmm jeles tgk org pandai lukis gmbar org2...... =P

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2009-12-22T19:35:00.001+08:00

pening kepala..selsema teruk hidung tersumbat.
sukar utk bernafas..makan x rasa pape..
...
....sy demam =(

B for bosan.

2009-12-18T19:16:00.005+08:00

hai.nama saya kama.saya anak sulung, dr 4 org adik beradik.adik beradik saya 2 lelaki 2 perempuan. yg bongsu perempuan gak.kira lelaki2 diapit oleh perempuan2.keluarga saya pggl saya akak.even mak abah saya pun pggl saya akak.adik laki bwh saya nama dia ridhwan pggl wan.bwh wan shukri pggl tuti.adik ppuan saya,syafiqah pggl pika/pikachu/momek/cucup.hehe

kalau belah mak saya kat johor bahru tu saya cucu pertama.=D..kalau belah abah saya iaitu di pahang saya cucu ke empat. skarang saya cume ada seorang nenek sahaja, iaitu tok mak, belah mak saya.saya syg nenek saya sngt2..nenek saya sorang lg meninggal masa saya 3rd year..tok bah saya meninggal masa saya form 1..n atok saya sorang lg, tok led meninggal masa sy kecik2 lg..

saya takut akan tpt2 gelap.kalau blackout malam2 rasa cam nak nangis.saya mmg x berkenan dgn rumah2 hantu.BIG no2.binatang yg plng saya takut..of course la Buayaa..grr takot gle. tgk dlm tv pn takot.warna fav saya putih & purple.merah n pink pn oke..warna hitam pn ske..saya suke pakai bj kaler itam sbb bile pakai itam saya rasa confident lebih.haha..saya suke menyanyi.suke sngt2.bosan2 saya nyanyi.dgr lagu kat laptop smbil2 tu nyanyi..

saya syg kwn2 saya..kwn2 saya byk berjasa kpd saya.baik lelaki mahupun perempuan.dr sekolah rendah smpai la msk universiti..saya ingt kwn2 saya dan saya syg sumenye..kpd yg x suke saya, saya x peduli sume tu..kpd yg nk buang2 saya, oh sukati anda lah..

kenapa saya ngarut2 begini? sbb saya dh bosan sngt.tak taw nk wtpe..saya rasa bnyk lg yg akan ditulis nnti.buat masa ni, smpai sini jela. terima kasih krn sudi baca blog saya.
hahahahaha!

Seri Langkat..=P

2009-12-18T17:50:00.005+08:00

hee..
kalau dgr lagu ni mesti ingt time Festival Tari 2009..
my 1st time perform kat Grand Hall MMu Cyber..:D
bestt sngt2 best..*sume org tepuk tgn time sy nyanyi..terharu gle ok..=)

Kalau la kail,kalau la kail pnjg sejengkal..jgnlah laut hendak diduga..
Amboi..Seri Langkat..
Amboi..Seri Langkat..

hehe..enjoy~ =P

Jeph. my duet partner =)

Salam Maal Hijrah =)

2009-12-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

Selamat Tahun Baru kepada semua..
semoga tahun ini lebih baik dr sebelumnya..
semoga kita lebih mendekatkan diri dgn Nya..
semoga hidup kita semua diberkati Allah swt selalu..amin..^_~

Msia boleh!

2009-12-17T22:48:00.005+08:00

yeeehaaa..wpun saya x minat bola, tp sbb Malaysia main td, sy tgk bola smbil menyokong2 ok..haha..
fuh, mmg seronok bile Malaysia menang.
Malaysia Boleh!!! ^_^

btw, im back. Jakarta & Bandung..hmm bole la..xde la besttt gleee g sana.
.Malaysia is far far n lot more better extra better n better..haha..smpai je Msia rasa cam lega gile happy and tenang.hehe..

here's some pictures kat sana =)

*more pics at Fb..=)

Pack.ing

2009-12-11T00:48:00.003+08:00

just done packing..huuu~
will be leaving..tomorrow..
to..
Jakarta........
.....and
Bandung.........InDoneeesiiiaaaaa
with my famiLy =D

to my beloved friends, i know u guys gonna miss me much!..
i'll miss u guys tooooooo! hahaha..

bye byE =)

Disney :D

2009-12-09T13:17:00.001+08:00

~Little Mermaid~

and .. ~Cinderella~

My fav disney..^_^

..

2009-12-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

Report-ing ..
still..
im out of ideaa!
for the past few days..
ive been 'stick -ing to this...
waaaa..
ape nk tulis lg ni..
....
.......
...............
...................

one more day left! phew!

F.i.n.a.l.l.y! :D

2009-12-01T09:21:00.004+08:00

6 months of practical training (1st June 09 - 30th Nov 09)

ive successfully finished my internship! yeahh mannnn i did ittttt!!!

Alhamdulillah..

on the last day,they treat us Pizzzzzza Huuuutt nyum2 ..hmm what can i say, they r all nice ppl..to Ms Lily,Ms Chan,Ms Poh Tin,Ms May,Kak Umi and Winson..thank u so much for everything..for teaching me from A-Z..thanks for the wonderful experience i'll never forget..will miss each n every single one of u so muchhhh ;)

n specially, to my coursemate,classmate,officemate and luvly friend,Jidaaaaa ^_^
milllllion thanks to youuuuuu
thanks sbb x jemu2 dgr kama bebel la ngadu2 la..tu x kene ni xkene jida kan.haha.;P

-ok,log book settled.its time to do the rEport....zzzZZzz
have to finish it as fast as i can..
Go Kama!

80 pages.

2009-11-28T14:03:00.003+08:00

SAturday. its me n wan je kat umah..yg lain pegi anta tuti blk skola..nk study katenye, tu yg blk awal..
nape x ikut? haa sbb nk kene wat log boooookkk..adeh,sngt xfhm camane nk wt bende alah ni..isnin ni nk kene anta kat supervisor..& yes! isnin ni Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaast Daaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy!!! weeheeeee;P bestt gleee. 6 months overrrrr! muahahahaa..
over over jugak. report sebnyk 80 mukasurat x buat2 lg..nk kene anta 15 Dec ni, tp 11 Dec nk g indon ngan family sume..alamatnye kene anta awal la kan..10 DEc nk kene anta dh!..pergh mmg kene wat sepantas mungkin la kan..ape nk mengarut kat report ni pn x taw laaaa..huhuhu..

ok, nk buat log book.
plus the report(kalau rajin) hehe, bye.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

2009-11-28T13:53:00.003+08:00

waaa salu dr hari raya aidilfitri cam lama lg nak ke hari raya aidiladha..tp tahun ni rasa cam cpt gle...eh, dh raya haji dh? woww time flies real fast mann..

Selamat Hari Raya to all..
sambutan..hmm x blk kmpg..kadang2 je blk kmpg time raya haji..dis yr celeb kat sni je..my gradma is here..so ramai la pakcik makcik saya dtg umah..mkn2..suke sngt kalau pakcik makcik dtg umah cam best gle ramai org :P

oh n alhamdulillah..both my brothers blk raya, especially wan..time raya aidilfitri aritu dia xde..so dpt raya haji pn besttttt ;D
tuti pun blk eventho ade paper isnin ni, biologi! hehe..gudluck la ye ti..

n to those who celeb bday this raya..SElamat haRi jADiiiiiii ;P

have fun u guys..
SHR AiDilaDha ^_^

Tuti ;)

2009-11-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

to my caring stylo sweet plus manja brother,Shukri aka Tuti..hehe..
All the Best for SPM..Gooooood Luck tiii..
Akak doakan ti dpt jwb sume exam dgn baik ok..Amin..
Go Tuti! You can do it!! ^_^

tik tok tik tok..

2009-11-12T22:20:00.004+08:00

Few more days left for internship.i cant wait. sngt cpt masa berlalu.6 months okkk. will i miss the audit firm? definitely. my very 1st time kerja kann. what an experience! gudbye internship. sekali seumur hidup.thanks for the good + not-so-good experience.hahaha..still counting...12 days left! yeay ;D

2009-11-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

inspiring..:)

2009-11-12T22:11:00.001+08:00

cuteeee!!

Quote ;)

2009-11-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
but if she loves you now, what else matters?
She’s not perfect - you aren’t either,
and the two of you may never be perfect together
but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,
and admit to being human, and making mistakes..
Hold on to her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her HEART.
So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and
don’t expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy,
let her know when she makes you mad,
and miss her when she’s not there." -Bob Marley

ouh.this isssss..sooo touching mannn^_^

xoxo

2009-10-26T01:32:00.003+08:00

Life isn't a fairy tale, and happy endings are few and far between.

In life, as in art, some endings are bittersweet. Especially when it comes to love. Sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart. Sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice but the timing is all wrong. And, as they say, timing is everything. Looks like this story might just have a second act. Let's hope it's not a tragedy.

They say every action has an equal and opposite reaction

Some endings take a long time to reveal themselves. But when they do, they're almost too easy to ignore. Some beginnings start so quietly, you don't even notice they're happening. But most endings come when you least expect them.

But the worst thing the truth can do? Is when you finally tell it, it doesn't set you free... but locks you away, forever.

The thing about new beginnings is that they require something else to end.

XOXO.Gossip Girl.

i wonder..

2009-10-07T16:17:00.005+08:00

i wonder why some people like to think negatively..judging..and criticizing others..considering themselves as perfect..

i wonder why some people like to tell lies..cheating and fooling other people..while they can tell the truth if they want..considering themselves as 'being right' all the time..

i wonder why some people..act differently..today they are being so nice..but tomorrow they become so mean..hurting and broking other ppl's heart..

p/s- i missssss my laptop!! huwaaaa :(

Balikk Kampung..!

2009-09-19T01:33:00.005+08:00

Yeay! its rayaaa~!! tomorrow..me+my family will blk kmpg....
"Balik kampung..Oooo balik kampung"..:P
Johor Bahru, Johor for 1st & 2nd day of raya..
n then 3rd day raya balik Pekan,Pahang(my father side)....
Cant wait to meet my Big family!..my loving&caring grandmother..my funny uncles..my lovely aunties..& of course my beloved cousins..^^

Above : Pic of my siblings (Raya 08)..

From left : Wan , Akak, Pika & Tuti :P

Selamat Hari Raya..
I seek forgiveness for every wrongdoings ive done.. For every word which might hurt..
Eat as much as u want..& Collect duit raya as much as u can! hehe..
Have fun with ur loved ones & Enjoy ur raya..:D

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri .. Maaf Zahir & Batin..

Sweet Dreams :)

2009-09-19T01:21:00.003+08:00

Beyonce - Sweet Dreams..
Wonderful lyrics + Great Music. me like this song so much!.

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe Ill get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
Im going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
Youre the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up youre there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me youll stay by side

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my,
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you..

..

2009-09-08T09:36:00.004+08:00

i guess not many ppl read my blog.but im totally wrong.now i know.thanks to whoever it may concern for ur advice.i'll try my best..

Pikachu! ;P

2009-09-07T23:11:00.007+08:00

to my one and only sister..Siti Nur Syafiqah aka Pikachu aka Cucup aka Momek aka Fikah..(those names given by me.. hahaha ;P)

Akak wanna wish u...
.gOod Luck & All the best for UPSR ..
.although i know u never read myblOg.. ;P

gudluck pikaaaa! i'll pray for ur success..& hopefully dpt 5A ok! go pika! go pika!

i love u momek!!! ^_^

Factory!

2009-09-02T22:57:00.006+08:00

ok..tOday..gives me new experiences..there r two of it..
first is that ..today for the first time during my practical training..im goiiinnggg outttt of the offfiiiceeeee!~ hahaa syok gle ..
me n ms poh tin went out at about 2 pm pastu balik2 dh kol 5..wah lagi half an hour dh boleh balik la kan..wuwuuu best gle kot..:P
we went to shah alam, kota kemuning..oh n guess what? im the map reader! wahahaha jumpe okk direction bg sume betol tepat dan padat! :P xde sesat2 xde..hehe..
the co's name is Filterhub S/B ..we need to go there to do stock take..n then went to the factory to physically see n count the stock..oh bukan kitorang yg kira2 pun..org keje sana yg kira..we just have to make sure it is correct..& the stock is there :P
the 'tour guide' tu i think he's about 30+ almost 40 kot? tp dia bahasakan diri abang pun boleh..haha (oh tak tahu la kalau dia br early 30's...saya x pandai teke umur org..sangat!)

hmm quite tiring coz the factory is like divided into 2..so we need to go to both side since the stocks are inside both la kan..huhu penat2..kene naik smpai tingkat 3..dua2 belah lagi tu..siap 'abang' tu leh lupe nak kira ade satu tu..kene pegi balik naik tingkat 3 yg belah satu lagi..pastu dh turun tu check balik..kene naik yg lagi satu pulak tingkat 3 lagi..hohoh ..pening? me toO! haha..penat gle panas haus sume ade..
so..thats all la kot..just today is my very first time pegi factory ofis client..hmm interesting..:D

second..i just reached home from sembahyang terawih..oh today me+my father pegi masjid bandar bukit puchong ..my first time terawih kat sini..last year x siap lg ..br half a year siap kot ..
xde kenal sape2..so..sorang2..lepas isyak tu nk g jalan2 jap amek angin..skali ade org pggl "kak kama! kak kama!" tgk2 ..laa sedara ku rupenye! haha..salam2 cik milah..pastu borak2 ngan aisyah n aliff..aisyah darjah 4..alif 6 thn..mmg la borak kanak2 je td ..huhu..
so dh ade geng..kitorang sembahyang la sama2..best2 :P

another interesting day for me
hope tomorrow will b better n better day!
^^ ok bye!..

188!

2009-08-30T23:20:00.006+08:00

im in the moOd of tryin lots of new templates to my one&only bloG..hehe..but for the moment..i think this one's nice..kan? kan? colorful ..i likE..~ :P

just got back from smbahyang terawih ..meet makcik aini again..hehe..siapa makcik aini? haa..i'll never forget her..whyyY? this is bcoz..shes the one who asked me " awak tingkatan berapa?" at this age...cam dah lama gle tak dengar org tanye camni..~! hahah...sembahyang sebelah dia aritu(3 days ago kot..)..her daughter was also there..i asked the kid "awak darjah berapa?" she said..darjah 4..besar kan? haha..xde la besar pn..just chubby2 comel2 sket je kan..:P

oh n her mother..which is makcik aini..told me.."anak makcik tingkatan 3 tp lagi besar+tinggi dr awak"....i replied "oo yeke.." pastu dia kate" anak makcik tu kalau org jmpe mesti tanye "awak keje mana?" hahaha..saba jela.. patut la dia tanye tingkatan berapa kan...pun boleh..
oh n everytime i met her..before balik mesti dia tanye "esok datang lagi kan?" pastu ckp "nnti raya dtg la rumah.." hehe..baik nye la makcik ni..

im wathcin channel 188 rite now..it's Siti channel..erk.siti nurhaliza obviously..hehe i likE siti.. i enjoy listenin to her songs..n i remembered almost all it....n i also love to sing her sOngs too..;)

bought this one last friday at Popular,IOI Mall puchong....
twiLight! love the movie sooo muchhhh & now in the process of reading the novel..baru page 15..bestttt ^^

okiee continue later..!
selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ini..InsyaAllah~..

HaPpy IndEpenDEnce daY Malaysians!

weEE seronok nye esok cutiii..yeayyy! ^^

Huhu..

2009-08-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

Harini msk hari ke dua sy bersembahyang terawih..kat masjid pulau meranti..alhamdulillah..:D..
pegi 2 org je.. ngan abah...
tp kat sana cam sume nenek2 & makcik2 jela kan..cam muda2 ade 2,3 je kot (termasuk la sy kan.. hehe) tp best..suke g sana..rasa cam tenang jee..

Harini gak msk hari ke-3 sakit perut..sakit gle..:'(
cam pedih2 la kan..huhu..ni br lepas mkn pil yg paling x best..
Pil 'Chi-Kit'Teck Aun..ever heard of it? mak kate kalau sakit perut bgs mkn ni..so..sbb x tahan sngt..mkn jela..rasa cam herba2 la kan..eww..

Tuje la nk cite..
to b continued..
take care all ^_^

Memories..

2009-08-24T11:27:00.008+08:00

im at the office rite now..doin nothing..hohoO..best gakkk tp kdg2 boring tak tahu nk wtpe..
enna called me just now..siap leh gayut lagi ngan enna..hehe..im totally free today..~! keje pn sket je td..
oh.today is my very 1st day.. berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan..smbil bekerja..hehe..
hmm my mother, my brother shukri & my sister fikah..on da way to johor now. diorang sume nk balik kmpg..cuti la katekan..
its me n my father jela tggl..kejeee..huhu..jelesss

Today is one of my clan's bday..nadia..oh..do i have clan? yup2..
last time during primary school..i have this one clan called "Exotic" ..haha..budak2..
there's me..nurul izzati..faizah bakeman..faizah mohamad & amalina haslyssa..huhu ingt lg..
everyday the 5 of us will go for recess together..gosip2 pasal kelas msg2...we were all in diff classes but very very close..oh i miss all of them so much...:'(
last jmpe darjah 6 la ..

hm..secondary school..no clan..but im very close with all my classmates in form 4&5 Bestari..
what can i say..the best class ever..! rapat dgn each n everyone of my classmates..that time..

Aida, Syuhada,Jun,Irma,Arul,Farhan,Arif,Fadzuan,Ani, Syikin, Ros,Farah, Pai,Nali,Jepp,Zurena,Hanis,Aina,Sook Yeng,Alan,Swee Yen,Poh Ling and Meeee

hehe..i will not forget each n everyone of u guys..;)
one of the things yg best about this class is that..im one of the top 10 ..~! yehaa..:P
bile dpt result je..the boys especially will compare their result to mine..lagi2 subejct matematik moden....oh my fav subject tu..! time nk wat homework je mesti tgk maths ade homework ke tak..kalau ade..wat math dulu br subject lain..;)
at one time, im the 1st malay girl yg dpt no t'tggi dlm kelas..weehee bangga jap..time tu jelaa:P
My secondary school will always be the greatest memory for me..
from form 1 to form 5.. jadi pengawas..hmm bestt..
ingt lg time kene jaga gate pagi2..haha..jmpe kwn2 mesti hai2 borak2 jap la kan:P
kalau time nk rehat..dpt kuar awal..pastu..abg2 senior pengawas kat skola tu hensem2 la plak..haha..
Oh my sec school time pun masa yg plng best.ble bcakap ttg ..'cinta' ..haha
hari2 ade je org kirim salam..junior ade senior ade..huhu ingt lg..
pastu ade clasmet yg mintak2 no phone..(phone umah jela time tu xde hp) sbb dia kate dia yg nk..esoknye dia ngaku dia mintakkan utk org..pun boleh..
next2 day..ade la panggilan2..haha..guess who? abg pengawas yg paling hensem dlm skola tu kot call..haha..!
first time couple pun time skola men..huhu..he's same batch with me..lain kelas..but just opposite my clas..so cam tgk luar je akan nmpk kelas dia..
kwn2..tuisyen sama..last2 couple..ala tp time skola kan.budak2 nye cite..;)

continue about my clan..
hmm sek men xde clan..msk mmu..ade! haha..it was when im in MMU melaka..
its my first time.. far away from my family..totally alone...pastu dpt msk EP..its an apartment..mmu yg bg msk stu..since hostel kat sana kecik gle..
at EP.i met my very 1st housemates..
Me.roomate with nana&amani..n then housemates ..enna.ira.lin.dura.munie.
erm plus nadia..she's not really hsemates but considered one since hari2 dia dtg umah..
hm what can i say is..kitorang rapat gle..hari2 lunch dinner together..kalau salah sorang ade kelas..sume tggu utk mkn sama..
day after day..kitorang plan utk letak nama msg2 kat friendster ..tambah 'Miraie' kat belakang..cthnye : Kama Miraie..Enna Miraie..Nana Miraie...
& thats where the miraie clan came from..the housemates..
Eventho today..some of us r not that close anymore..in my heart..i will always love u guys no matter what ..^^

n oh..thats where my blog link came from..kamamirae..
oookkk now u know...:P

until here then..
Selamat Berpuasa kpd semua ..
Semoga amalan kite semua di bulan yg mulia ini diterima Allah swt..
Amin~

Performanceeeee

2009-08-17T21:46:00.011+08:00

16th Aug 09, yesterday ..i perform on stage ..singing...lalala..hehe..

4.00 pm - suppose the rehearsal start but then it was damn heavy rain & i dont hv any payung...
.so from hostel.. i went out at about 4.10pm & reached there (Kelab Tasik Putrajaya.oh this is my very first time been here :P) at about 4.30pm..
ingtkan dh lmbt..but u know..im the earliest performers to arrive after the ICS girls..hohoh..
The indian girls from ICS was busy practising their dance..n i was like..erk..where's the other performers??..
then one of the committees came to me n said..sory eh kak..PA system x smpai lg..haha..adoi kalau tahu lepak2 baring2 tgk movie jap ke.. kan best..
at about 5.30 pm only the rehearsal started....Luckyly jeph was there so i keeeep on chit-chatting with him until the sound systems etc are ready ..

I dont really sure yet what song to sing ..so i practise 2 songs...
- My heart will go on...& Bukan cinta biasa.. and asked opinions from jeph and the committess..they said both are ok..but jeph prefer my heart will go on..so ....ok la..
Me & Jeph then practise ' I want to spend my lifetime loving you (soundtrack for the Zorro movie..) n yep2 we decided to sing this song for duet.. :)

After rehearsal..went back to hostel..
the event starts at 8 pm..i reached hostel at 7.30pm n i was so damn tired..soo..baring2 jap......TERtutup mata...zZzzzz tidoO~! hahaha..terbangun kol 8.15 n i was like..alamak3!!! lambattttt dh kot..dgn nak mandi2 nya..nk gosok baju lg nk siap2 makeup2 lagi..OMG..!
Siap2 sume..of course la kene bwk kete laju2 kan..dh mcm org gile smalam drive...alhamdulillah smpai gak dgn selamat nye..hehe
Kol 9 pm br smpai kot..hohoohO....when i arrived, Altimate (the band sing the song 'Cantik') just finish perform n i was like..damn br ingt nk tgk diorang :P

Mine was the 3rd performance..Altimate the 2nd performance..so lepas diorang ade tunjuk video2 ape tah..n then its my turn & jeph! waa cungap2 nk cepat2 tadi pun tak ilang lagi kot..mmg xsempat nk rilek2 ke ape..haiya..
Jeph nyanyi solo dulu..n then our duet song..hehe..i love performing this song..
"I want to spend my lifetime..loving you~~.." hehe..time tgh nyanyi ..there's dis one chinese guy came to me bagi bunga! hahaa..thank u..:P
After that ..my solo turn..i sing 'My heart will go on..' :D

Fuh..~ lepas habis tu lega gle....Alhamdulillah everything goes well..Hopefully everyone there enjoy my performance..^^

This is my third time perform..singing..in front of the crowd..
First time was Im in mmu melaka..lagu 'Jangan Pisahkan'..for Desa Tercinta,Johor..
Second time was in Cyber..Grand Hall MMU..for Festari.. lagu Seri Langkat ..oh i love this moment so much~!
Third time was yessssterday..at Putrajaya..for Convofest Dinner 09..

Festari 09..

Convofest Dinner 09..