Decisions decisions.

In life, whatever happens is actually because of the choices you made. things will not go into 'reality, if you don't choose 'that way' to be. simple. what you eat everyday is your own choice. what time you want to go to bed is your own choice. what you gonna wear today is what you choose. it is all about making choices. decisions.

to get here, to further study is my own choice. i am the one who wants to do this. instead of working, have a good life back in my home country,i choose to be here. this is, frankly said, is one of the biggest decision i made. decisions of my life. what's going to be soon, in the future, is because of the choice i made. it is certainly, not easy to make a BIG decision for your own self, as this will eventually affect your life. as if your entire life.

leaving you family, your friends, your love ones is, seriously, i didn't really think about when i make decision to come here. you might think, "oh thats' okey. technologies nowadays make us feel close to anyone anywhere around the world. internet.phones. but yeah, its true. thanks to technologies who kept me close with my loved ones, even though i am far million miles away from them. but still, it is not the same as meeting them face to face.

appreciate your family, your friends, and everyone you love, when they are still 'there. appreciate every thing you have. i am thankful. grateful. and blissful for all the things happens in my life. keep pray-ing for things to get better and better everyday. InsyaAllah :)

Yang terindah.

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku

Tiada lagi keresahan

Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku

Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan..

Kau yang bernama cinta

Kau yang memberi rasa

Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

Hingga aku rasa..indah..

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna

Tika bahagia mula menjelma

Bila keyakinan datang merasa

Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran..

Mencintai dirimu

Merindui dirimu

Memiliki dirimu hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu..

Ops :p

Sifat orang yang lahir pada bulan September :

[][] Sangat bersopan santun & bertolak ansur.
[][] Sangat cermat, teliti & teratur.
[][] Suka menegur kesilapan orang lain & mengkritik.
[][] Pendiam tapi pandai bercakap.
[][] Sikap sangat cool, sangat baik & mudah simpati.
[][] Sangat perihatin & terperinci, amanah, setia & jujur.
[][] Kerja yang dilakukan sangat sempurna.
[][] Sangat sensitif yang tidak diketahui.
[][] orang yang banyak berfikir.
[][] Daya pentaakulan yang baik.
[][] Otak bijak & mudah belajar.
[][] Suka mencari maklumat.
[][] Kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritik.
[][] Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.
[][] Mudah memahami orang lain kerana banyak menyimpan rahsia.
[][] Suka sukan, hiburan & melancong.
[][] Kurang menunjukkan perasaannya.
[][] Terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan.
[][] Terlalu memilih pasangan.
[][] Sukakan benda yang luas.
[][] Bersistematik.

lalalaa..saje saje :p

Quick Update 3

Update2.

So i went to Emirates Stadium with the housemates and Jal. on 10.10.10. Beautiful date gitu. hehe. To my dearest cik dayat and my brother ridhwan. jgn jeles yea. nanti pegi okey :p

Petticoat Lane.

Petticoat Lane in the morning, then straight away to the stadium. after that we had dinner at Camden town ;)

Camden town.

InsyaAllah..

Every time
You feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't despair
And never lose hope
'Cause Allah is always by your side

InsyaAllah.

You'll find your way..

emotionally unstable.

as a girl, there are 'times when you will become too emotional.too sensitive. too easy to drop your tears. i have become someone so sensitive in heart since.. i admit, it is since i know you. i am not easily-cry-type-of-person before.seriously i am not.

it is hard to be far from each other.it is hard. to be far from your family,from your close friends. from you. yes especially from you. you will tend to think of them all the time.

i miss you. and i am not tired to say this often. to say this all the time. i want u to know, how much i miss you. when you are apart from the person you love the most, the love of your life, it is the time when you will then appreciate your loved ones so much more than before.

i know you hate seeing me sad and cry every time i missed you. i am sorry i just cant help it. i cry and cry to make me feel better. to my housemates, dont worry, each time you guys see me crying, is actually the time when i miss my love the most. when i cant stop thinking of him.

our time may be different and we might be separates million miles away.

but distance never separates two heart that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. Whenever i starts to feel sad because i miss you, i remind myself how lucky i am to have someone so special to miss.

I miss you.

Bff

really really miss my bestfriends.

Hope they are doing well.with their life.

sory babes. cant be there for all of you now.

keep in touch no matter what.

i love you girls so much

the best of friend i ever had

Enna Dy Weena

*hugs*