Prayer.

in life, there's a lot to faced. to be face. we are not living in our own world.

i've met a lot of new people. i've met people with different lifestyles different beliefs different cultures. at some point, im shocked. yes i am shocked.

i am seriously, not used to this kind of 'life. the life which is so different from mine.

boys and girls getting together, doing anything they like as if there's nothing wrong with that. as if it's something enjoyable, no sin of doing, and nobody cares about that.

don't you think of your family, the people who loves you, who wait for you to come back ?

all these things really open up my eyes wider. to see this world, this real world. which is full of people doing things they like, ignoring the existence of God. the punishment, the sins , apatah lagi hati orang lain.

change. can people change? can people change with just saying "i want to change. and thats its?

where's the effort? no point of saying you want to change, but no action, no effort and the most, no prayer. Islam hanya pada nama.

at this point, at this kind of situation, where i feel weak like there's nothing i can do, at least to help, i just need someone to be there for me. to just hear me and talk to me. and for this, i thank you. really thank you, my love.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

ampunkanlah dosa kedua ibu bapaku,

dosa aku, dosa ahli keluargaku,

dan dosa kawan2 ku. berikanlah petunjukMu ya Allah. Amin.