euro trip.

suddenly. i clicked "new post" on my blog.
no.
finally.
its been quite a long time. oke i admit. im not really a blog-er person. :p

my second semester of exam is now over. phew~! what can i say, the moment I've always been waiting for.

went for euro trip! with my friends in London. min, amy, qila, nisa, alif, ayman, hirfi, hafiz, pau and faruq~! 11 of us.it was my first time ever being a backpackers. first timeee!bawak beg berat2 jalan sana sini angkut beg, tidur dalam train, dalam bus for long hours. tidur atas lantai airport! difficulties to speak in english at Italy and Spain and of course to find halal foods.

went to Milan, Florence, Venice and Rome in Italy,
Madrid and Barcelona in Spain,
Amsterdam in Netherlands,
and Paris, France.

and here are some pictures of my euro trip :)

Italy.

Florence,


Colloseum,


Spain.

Madrid,


Barcelona FC stadium, Nou Camp,



Amsterdam.



and Paris.



it has been such a great experience for me. thanks to all my friends and especially abah for giving me this opportunity :p *alhamdulillah*

to awak. backpackers is not a problem for me. so lets!. muahaha! :p

*enjoying my life to the fullest at the moment. wink*

old timer.

*sama tak macam tajuk album ada org tu? muehehe :p
mom uploaded pics of the 4 of us 'akak wan tuti ikah' at FB. wanna share it in my blog. lets make some comparison! :p

*me with arwah tokbah*

*tuti...comel kannn??

*with abah's family. its me the cute lil whity girl on the very left. hihihi :*

*me and my brother wan!

*guess who? :p


maintain cute sampai sekarang. opss :">

update after a month and a plus.

new post. its been a long time since i clicked 'New Post'. sorry blog. lama tak update. sorry blog readers. *ada ke blog readers? bajet diva*

its the last week of may. exam's coming. early june is my exam. three papers. seems like, ala tiga jeee. but but. professional papers kononnya. harus la study seperti professional. tapi . oh oh. im not prepared..yet! there's a lot to cover..seriously a lot lot lot! awal awal sem mesti cakap, "ok sem ni study dari awal. study dari awal.tapi..........

i cant wait for july. :D:D wait for me people! im coming homeee im coming home. tell the world im coming homee * bajet diva lagi*

here's a lil bit of what has happened these last few weeks. err..last..month too? hehe. update nowadays, takyah tgk blog la kot. facebook tells it all. tagged pictures.walls. etc. *bukak facebook tgk balik gamba
*enjoy the pics of me and my brothers and sisters here in london :)

1 - BBq, solat hajat, yassin and tahlil at OKR. watched movie called "Senjakala tak silap. end up balik rumah the next day 6 in the morning!



my babes min and amy <3.







15th may. happy belated birthdaaay to my beloved pikachu! akak love u and rindu mekey!! u're a big gurl now :D



.and..One serious future discussion with my..my other half. hehe.
.i love u NHJ. wee. Ok guys. til next post. see u next time ;)

Quick Update 5

*Fuhh its been a loooong time since i last update my blog. so here's a quick update.

1) 22nd Feb. pindah rumah baru. have my own room. its a big house with 6 ppl in it.

..One mth plus takda internet...

2) Started new sem . *plan nak study awal for this coming june exam. sila study awal ye.

3) Weena came here for a week. :D

4) UKEC Career Fair. *first time pakai blazer :p



5) Easter Cup at North Acton.



It's spring! and spring will always be my fav season. ;)

Prayer.

in life, there's a lot to faced. to be face. we are not living in our own world.

i've met a lot of new people. i've met people with different lifestyles different beliefs different cultures. at some point, im shocked. yes i am shocked.

i am seriously, not used to this kind of 'life. the life which is so different from mine.

boys and girls getting together, doing anything they like as if there's nothing wrong with that. as if it's something enjoyable, no sin of doing, and nobody cares about that.

don't you think of your family, the people who loves you, who wait for you to come back ?

all these things really open up my eyes wider. to see this world, this real world. which is full of people doing things they like, ignoring the existence of God. the punishment, the sins , apatah lagi hati orang lain.

change. can people change? can people change with just saying "i want to change. and thats its?

where's the effort? no point of saying you want to change, but no action, no effort and the most, no prayer. Islam hanya pada nama.

at this point, at this kind of situation, where i feel weak like there's nothing i can do, at least to help, i just need someone to be there for me. to just hear me and talk to me. and for this, i thank you. really thank you, my love.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

ampunkanlah dosa kedua ibu bapaku,

dosa aku, dosa ahli keluargaku,

dan dosa kawan2 ku. berikanlah petunjukMu ya Allah. Amin.

stadiums.

Been to Emirates Stadium, Arsenal.

Liverpool Stadium, Anfield.

and Old trafford, Manchester United stadium. this one masuk dalam stadium :)

*Chelsea je belum lg. Semua best, especially Arsenal. wink ;)

in class.

harini nak cerita pasal apa yang jadi dalam kelas. basically not just in class. but the whole day. i can say..today is ...quite a bad day.

after 3 weeks wout classes, harini ada kelas. so of course rasa malas gle nak bangun, plus malam before tu susah nak tidur. bangun..pegi kelas macam biasa.. tengah2 lecture, around 1230am..suddenly..

*Kringgggggg. Announcement. this is an emergency. everybody please leave the building immidiately. *ulang ulang ulang*

fuhhh fire alarm yang kuat gle lecturer kat depan terkejut, me and the classmates mcm "what happened? what happened? takde la cuak sangat, sbb takda nampak api or bau asap ke apa.but the fire alarm..very very the loud i tell u. bingit telingaaaa!

so..semua the whole college kena keluar, ramai2 ikut emergency exit. orang2 kat luar semua tengok. me and alicia my classmate, keep wondering. is this just a practise or btul2 ada api? siap officer2 college semua pakai baju safety. so end up kitorang semua keluar ikut pintu luar yang penuh gayat itu, keluar dari kolej pegi satu taman ni. tak sampai 5 min kat situ, jalan blk kelas balik. wadehekkk. haha. tapi ok la, at least hilang segala mengantuk dalam kelas :p

Sambung kelas. this class.. so far.. this lecturer has the worst handwriting . seriously. dia sendiri pun sedar tu since students selalu tanya dia "what is that, what is that? tengok orang sebelah, tanya orang depan, orang belakang, sbb tak faham dia tulis apa. tp dia selalu la cakap, ladies and gentleman, i really apologize for my handwriting. apologize2..

today's class. ramai budak nakal. buat kertas bentuk kapal terbang, pegi "fly kan kat orang tepi. orang depan. hadehh dah macam darjah lima dah haa. pastu dkt kertas tu ada tulis something, sampai anyone yang dapat, will turn back and tanya sapa bagi. mana tahu? because the person who did the "plane sat right in front of me. huhu.

Class until 430pm. cepat2 pegi surau solat asar sbb dah nak habis waktu, around 450 tunggu bas, which is betul2 depan kolej. 15 min... okk bas dah sampai. penuh gile. takpa tunggu next one. another 15 min.. okk bass yeay! penuhhhhhhh lagiiiii. pintu pun dia tak buka, sebab penuh so dia jalan je. sobs! .. takpa..tunggu lagi..mana bas ni..sejuk gle kot.. below 10 today.. tgk jam, wow 540! dah sejam tunggu bas omaigott. ok next one sampai. hapy hapy. please please jangan full. skali......... byeeeee dia jalan straight jee. sabaaaaa. can i turn into incredible hulk nowww.

fuhh~! sungguh menguji kesabaran tak ingat punya. fikir2, dah tiga bas penuh, sejam tunggu. jalan kaki ke ni? adehh. jalan laa.. sorang2..sejuk2..jalan..jalan..first time ni balik jalan kaki..jalan lagi.. hopefully tak sesat..since im the type of person yang senang gle sesat. susah nak cam jalan :|

smpai Elephant and Castle..ohh ok! very familiar this place. tak larat jalan, tunggu bas. okk bas dah smpai.. whatttt? penuh jugakkk?? grrrrr. saba kama sabaaa. istigfar istigfar. ok there comes the next one, this one mcm , tak kira penuh tak penuh naik jugak. Alhamdulillah dapatt.. baru nak lega, masuk2 bas je..adoii bau apa pulak nii..bau someone yang sangat tidak menyelerakan. serious susah nak bernafas kottt. saba lagiii. haa, ada pulak this one guy staring2 at me mcm tengokkk je. tak penah tengok orang ke?! bila ter tengok dia, dia senyum. scaryyyyy adoiyaii apelah naseb harini. bad day bad day~!

so end of story. penat gle. macam2 pulak jadi. oh tomorrow the day after tomorrow next week next month thursday friday saturday sunday monday tuesday wednesday, please be good. .the end.

Never alone.

Yes, my blog is boring. noted. and you dont need to waste your time checking any updates from this page eh apesal emo nih.

btw, today..i want to talk about 'independence,

it has been more than 5 months since im here in London. a place i never thought i would have the chance to live in. but a place i always wanted to go. Alhamdulillah.

so far, my life here is fine. from knowing nobody until i met all these friends whom i consider as family here, going to classes, exams, travelling sometimes, my life here is fine.

im in a holiday now. starts from last 15th Dec 2010 until todayitsfebruaryyaww and it was a damn long holiday. sangat lama sampai rasa bosan gile nak balik msia terus :|

back to the topic.

seriously, i have learn a lot. here. in here. in a new place. with all strangers. with new cultures.

i met lots of new people, lots of new friends. and ive learn a lot from them. from inside the house itself, from the neighbours, from the classmates the college mates, the people ..

some of them, umm i didnt mean saying this as 'mcmlahkautubagussangat', but then again, theres a couple of them which all the time keep saying things like 'bosan gle. nak carik skandal kat sini. gile bosan sampai rasa nak mati. weh lonely kot. aku lonely la. rasa macam sorang2 etc.

yes, i admit. sometimes kat sini rasa bosan. tp benda2 mcm lonely gle . alone. takda kawan takda sapa2 ni..umm think again. someone told me. whenever u feel lonely, alone. u think u have no one, no family, no friends. always remember that u always have Allah swt. He is always there. He always hears you. He is always with u no matter what. :)

So be independent. You are never alone.

Be thankful. Be grateful. and I am blessed with all that i have.

My family, my friends, and him.

err..

kamaaaaa

sila update blog!!

apa nak tulisss niii.

update updateee

*bosan gle blog ni...

huwaa nak tulis apekah niii

zzzZzzzzzzzzzzzz..

cousins.

miss them already :)

twothousandten.

What a year 2010 has been. Some or can i say.. many, part of it seems like a beautiful dream come true. *Alhamdulillah.

Starting with, Wan balik Msia after a year plus tak jumpa. Shukri dapat Plkn, first time dalam family dapat plkn. Celeb tok mak's bday ramai2 together with my aunties and uncles and cousins.

Desa IT, Johor. unforgettable event. had so much fun i'll never forget. Dapat keluarga angkat yang baik sangat2 baik. Being one of the group leader which is "Lion" and won overall group. met new and lots of new friends. and met 'him :)

Perform. again at Festari. Performance this time is much much more special. my family came to watch me singing on stage.

My convocation :) One of the happiest day of my life. one of my dream come true. God hears me and give me that one thing i really2 hope for. Went to watch musical theater for the very first time. thanks to you :). it was funnnn!

20th Aug fly to UK to further study. Got a lovely lovely present. First time naik flight sorang2. watch football EPL, live. meet new amazing friends. First time puasa and raya dekat luar negara. Raya with new people. first time raya tak balik kampung. First class in Sept. met my new classmates from all over the world.

Snoww! first time first experience dapat tengok, pegang snow.

2010 has been good. banyak benda 'first time' happens and i am truly grateful for everything that has happened.

To awak, thank you so much. terima kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup saya. thank u for making me happy. for a never-ending smile on my face. thank you for all the happiness ;)

Hopefully this year will be a greater, better year for us all. InsyaAllah.

*went to london eye to watch fireworks*

Happy New Year 2011. everyone :)

Awak.

" For the rest of my life

I'll be with you

I'll stay by your side

Honest and true

Till the end of my time

I'll be loving you

Loving you.. "

Thank you sayang.

I love you. so much.

menjaga hati.

kadang-kadang, demi menjaga hati orang yang kita sayang, kita sanggup diam.

kadang-kadang, demi menjaga hati orang yang kita sayang, kita sanggup sakit sendiri.

benda2 yang mmg pertama kali terjadi dalam hidup aku.

benda yang nampak mudah. remeh temeh. biasa. yang sebenarnya membuatkan fikiran bercelaru. fikir macam-macam. fikir bukan-bukan.

benda yang dari dulu aku pendam, tahan. sabar.

seriously, tak tahu macam mana nak cakap. macam mana nak buat. biarkan je ke. atau luahkan.

tak tahu. tolerate. that's the word. dengan mak abah.dengan keluarga. kawan-kawan. kekasih.

for me, kalau ada apa2 jangan pendam sendiri. problem ke, rasa tak puas hati, pendapat, benda gembira, sedih atau apa saja, luahkan. orang yang kita sayang dan orang yang sayang kita pasti faham. dengar dan terima dengan baik luahan hati kita.

lepas tu apa nak jadi, apa2 tindakan yang dia nak ambil tu terpulanglah.

tapi kadang-kadang, demi menjaga hati orang yang kita sayang, susah nak luahkan.

:)

I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss My family.

*mana akak? :(

Quick Update 4

Hey blog.

ive been busy.

bangun pagi. mandi. siap2. gi study room. study.

exam's comingg. takut gle serious takut.

this is my first acca exam.

honestly, rasa lain dari exam masa kat mmu dulu.

the pressure is double. triple! huhu

its 9pm and i just got back. pagi keluar malam baru balik.

penat penat.

study. just study.

usaha.doa dan tawakal.

InsyaAllah :)

*Good luck and all the best to all my friends who is taking Acca exam in Msia or London.

hope we all will pass pass pass. Ameen..

♥

Di dirimu, aku menemukan..

Yang mencintaiku..

Yang menyayangiku..

Aww so sweet.

Aielwai NHJ :)

111.

since July 2009 until today.

my blog have 111 post already.

humm banyak jugak update. not that lazytoupdate.not that rajinaswell.

today. 10th Nov 2010.

woke up late. and its 5 degree. menggigil.sejukk..

have no idea how is it gonna be during winter.

takpalah. experience.

*since im here..

every time i saw an airplane in the sky...

i wish i am in that airplane..

ask them..

to take me back..

to my country..

Kerana aku wanita.

kerana aku wanita
pandangan Adam mampu tembus ke dasar hatiku

kerana aku wanita
ingin disayangi itu fitrah diriku

kerana aku wanita
mudah terpikat dengan keindahan akhlak seorang lelaki

kerana aku wanita
emosiku selalu mengatasi logik akalku

kerana aku wanita
air mata teman setiaku

kerana aku wanita
sensitivitiku terhadap sesuatu amat tinggi

DAN..

kerana aku wanita
aku damba pertolongan darimu Adam

peliharalah bicaramu denganku
jangan bermain kata denganku
takut rosak hatiku

kerana aku wanita
akhlakmu ukuran dimataku

peliharalah akhlakmu dan imanmu
jangan kau burukkan darjatmu pada mataku
takut rosak thiqohmu

kerana aku wanita
maka peliharalah susunan kata-katamu

kerana aku mudah terasa
namun aku bukan lemah
sekadar ingin kau tahu hati ini mudah tercalar

kerana aku wanita
peliharalah dirimu dari mencemuhku

saat titisan jernih mengalir dari mataku
kerana itu cara untukku
meluahkan perasaanku
supaya hatiku tenang kembali

kerana aku wanita
aku memang sangat peka

maka fahamilah kecerewetanku ada sebabnya..

*taken from a website ;)

:D

Happyyyyy happy happyyyyy!!

This is the word for todayy. Wee :D :D :D

After a long tiring day these past 3 days, harini duduk rumah the whole day.

Relaxing my body and mind. Do something i am interested in. that is..apart from singing...

...lalalaaaaa..

........Cooking!

wee. i made Nasi Ayam todayyy. woohooo .first timeee. it's an achievement to myself when i successfully made it and my housemate said "sedapppppp :"> seronoknyaa!!

really feels good when you cook, you watch others eat and they enjoyed it .

Alhamdulillah jadi pun. * thanks to mak sayang for the recipe :D

So inilah nasi ayam saya :D

*Nyummm :D

Uniqueness.

Google again! :) for those who are aware, and slightly remember, I had once uploaded pic of google's creativity where that is for Sesame Street's anniversary. Oh this time it is on Halloween. I love it. I love creative things.

Can you spot the word 'Google' in these pics?

Its November. Wow. Seriously, time flies really fast. Exam is cominggg. Oh my. One month to go.

Focus focus please focus. All class has started to do revisions and stuff. I am seriously scared with this professional exam. Pheww. The weather is so cold. No. not cold anymore. Its freeezingg. OMG. Wear socks and sweater everyday at home. Haih. It is kinda hard to even open the book and starts this brain to work out regardless of lotsoffactors that make me umm..

Oh one more thing. 30th Oct 2010. I will never forget this date. Experience 1 am twice!! Daylight saving ends on 2am . The clock went back one hour at that time. We had extra 1 hour. its 25 hours man. COOL! UK is now 8 hours behind Msia :)